Dec 11, 2005 18:16
where do i start?
how could it be possible that gays being against gay marriage?
how could it be possible that gays being self loathing saying being gay suck?
i say being gay sucks sometimes. but thats cause i get frustrated, and its easy
to say it and its kinda funny at times.
but it sads me when someone says that with seriousness.
it sads me cause life have been not easy on them.
but isnt that why its so wonderful when you find beauty in life?
eveytime this conversaton is being brought up, im always surprise to know how many
gays are actually self loathing, hypocrite conversative replublicans.
they love boys and they ever talk about is boys. but they say gosh, i would never
chose to be gay, if i had a choice.
wake up and smell the coffee already.
id rather discover beauty in life with much suffering than not knowing.
ignorance is bliss maybe, but for me, it cannot be.
"One tender moment's reprieve from loneliness can illuminate a life."
quites from review of brokeback mountain of new york times.
its the same as art. there is nothing more unwelcoming and unaccepable than
medicroty of human condition and human creation.
and last night, out of a blue, this guy grabbed me and took me to outside
and punched me and kicked me. i didnt fight back. my english friend was pissed
he was gonna seriously break his neck or somthing. he is a lot bigger than
that guy.
i kept myself calm. and asked him for a reason, and
he said i said he was rude and that offended him.
but um...this took place back in august. its been more than three months!
and you know why i said he was rude? cause he just came up to
my friend and i, middle of conversation, talking about some shitty politics.
he also added i was hostile towards him. i dont even know him.
some people just have too much hatred and freetime on their hands.
on the way back, my friend was pissed saying that i let him down that
it was disrepectaful of me to stop him. he stood up for me and i stoped him.
i see his point, i dont see in violence with some dumb ass dude who has
nothing going for his life. but i was happy to know i have a great friend
who stands up for me without hesitation, knowing the risk of it.
he might hate me now. i hope not. i tried best i can to explain myself to him.
but i woke up and found this singer named ronnie day. there is a song
called ever and after.
its an amazingly good good song. he writes all the songs and he is only 17.
this world is making a small but a great progress!