i know youd hate me for this, cause it is kind of emo to be posting this online, but i dont know where else... but god i miss you. i wish i had words for it, but you know exactly what i mean without even having to say a word. the other day i got online and your screen name was signed on. i im'd you, and for a split second i thought you were going to answer i. when i realized you werent i just about lost it.i talked to your mom for a minute. youd be so proud of her martin. she is doing so well. i cant even imagine what shes gone through and shes handling it so beautifully. but you knew that didnt you? a few weeks ago i was cleaning my room and i found the vicars business card. remember the polish vicar? "are you illiterate?" Żaden dzień ale dziś - thats polish for 'no day but today' =) god i miss you. martin i wish i had appreciated you more, and spent more time with you. i wish i hadnt said what i did about prom, and i wish we had gone to waffle house more often instead of straight home after work. i wish i hadnt told you to be quiet when you seduced me during the moment of silence.(however inappropriate it may have been.) but for all the things i regret theres so much more than im thankful for. im so thankful i had someone to time warp with in the middle of a shift, im so thankful i had someone to cry with the night we both got dumped, im so thankful you played along when we pretended to be married so we could freak jon out,thank you for helping me invent sex on a spoon, and letting me listen in while your practiced lines in the back room, im so thankful you didnt kill me at coldstone, thank you for letting me be a part of your life, and thank you so much for being a part of mine. i am so so thankful for you. i love you so so much. ashley h.
but god i miss you. i wish i had words for it, but you know exactly what i mean without even having to say a word.
the other day i got online and your screen name was signed on. i im'd you, and for a split second i thought you were going to answer i. when i realized you werent i just about lost it.i talked to your mom for a minute. youd be so proud of her martin. she is doing so well. i cant even imagine what shes gone through and shes handling it so beautifully. but you knew that didnt you?
a few weeks ago i was cleaning my room and i found the vicars business card. remember the polish vicar? "are you illiterate?" Żaden dzień ale dziś - thats polish for 'no day but today' =) god i miss you.
martin i wish i had appreciated you more, and spent more time with you. i wish i hadnt said what i did about prom, and i wish we had gone to waffle house more often instead of straight home after work. i wish i hadnt told you to be quiet when you seduced me during the moment of silence.(however inappropriate it may have been.)
but for all the things i regret theres so much more than im thankful for. im so thankful i had someone to time warp with in the middle of a shift, im so thankful i had someone to cry with the night we both got dumped, im so thankful you played along when we pretended to be married so we could freak jon out,thank you for helping me invent sex on a spoon, and letting me listen in while your practiced lines in the back room, im so thankful you didnt kill me at coldstone, thank you for letting me be a part of your life, and thank you so much for being a part of mine. i am so so thankful for you.
i love you so so much. ashley h.
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