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what is it that im looking for? i cant wait to be completely in love, its something I think about when i get lonely. i worked so hard at love once, and then it fell apart. do i even know what love is? that he would be there for me always, care about me. want to be with me. be there. be here. you cant really be in love unless you can be there. and that is the strongest statement i can make. you can tell someone that you are there for them, but until it counts they will never really know. you can tell someone you would do anything for them, but until you do something they will never expect you would do everything. you can tell someone you care about them, but until you show them, they will never know.
and i suppose you are saying well part of love is having faith in the other person. yet, when you have been hurt and pushed away or just left alone. how is it that you could have faith that this would all be true?
sometimes, and maybe even more so for me. pretend im completely dumb to the fact that you care, and that you are in fact in love with me. because until you can show me, everyday, i dont believe it
and i suppose you are saying well part of love is having faith in the other person. yet, when you have been hurt and pushed away or just left alone. how is it that you could have faith that this would all be true?
sometimes, and maybe even more so for me. pretend im completely dumb to the fact that you care, and that you are in fact in love with me. because until you can show me, everyday, i dont believe it