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i can't believe what i did today. that i finally had the guts to tell you and walk away from the crazy feelings i had for you. i can't believe that i didn't do anything with you. i can't believe i sat there and read my whole entire emotional heart to you, and was finally okay that you didn't care. i can't believe you were in this house and just sat and listened. i can't believe that i am letting go of the first boy i ever liked. i can't believe that this is finally over. i mean this feeling that i have right now is so so... crazy amazing... i mean i'm glad that i can finally let you go...