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Happy Holiday's everyone! *huggles*
We got up early on Friday... and we tromped in the snow with my dad and mom. Dad said that we got to pick out the tree cause it had to mean a lot to both Zac and I because its our first christmas together! ^__^ so we picked out a tree and dad cut it down and we took it home... .it was full of ice though so we had to let it thaugh out... So later that day Zac and I went to work and then mom and dad decorated the tree a little bit with a few balbs and lights and beads.
Then just today... this morning/afternoon we watched Mr. & Mrs. Smith and had lunch ^__^ and then after I got done wrapping the gifts and eating... we decorated the tree with the rest of the balbs and family things ^__^ And mom and dad gave us some lights for our house or what not for when we move out... and then we snuggled on the couch and looked at the tree cause I was soooo happy that we got to decorate the tree together! ^__^ I mean its our first christmas together and Im so happy with him! I love him soooo much!
Well... The day after Christmas we are going to be driving down to the twin cities and hopping on a plan and fly down to TN. Im really scared because I havent ever met his dad or other family, just his mom. I met his mom like once and she is so nice... but Im kinda scared because insted of just one day with her... its like a week with not only her... but Zac's grandma and brother and dad and everyone T_T Im so scared! But I guess I do get to meat his dad in like a week... he will be comeing up for the afternoon on like the 11th or 12th... and umm.. Im not going to have to be with him tooo long so I shouldnt be too scared.... but think about it.... 1/2 the contry away from home.... with only one person you feel comfy around... and everyone else... is like scary and new and not your family...and I have to be good around them... for a whole week T_T idk what Im going to do T_T
And then we are going to be hanging out with his best friend for new years... and Im scared to death about that becasue he is his best friend in the world and he might not like me.... Im just scared because I dont think Im good enough for his family or friends T_T and idk what I will do if they dont like me T_T KREEPY!!!!! *hides*
Other then that.... nothing much else is new... Zac is REALLY home sick! He has never been away from his family for x-mas or thanksgiving and I just feel sorry for him cause we wont be going down there until the day after and I know that its hard because right about now is when he is really missing them because he just wants to be home with them.... I mean he hasnt seen them since July... I mean that can be hard on just about anyone! I mean sure Dan was in Japan for 3 months and he was getting home sick but he was having fun and he was going to be home for x-mas so that was ok.... but its been about 5 months almost 6 months since he has seen his family and thats starting to get a little hard on him....
Ugg idk if I would ever wanna be down in TN with his family for x-mas.... his family has never had a real Christmas tree.... I mean he said it was because they moved all the time but so did our family because my dad was in the military.... ugggg.... you have to have a real tree for x-mas otherwise its just not right.... its not x-mas without a REAL TREE!!!!! BAH HUMBUG!!!!! wow... I dont even know how they decorate it.... now I feel selfish... because Im all about our x-mas... and I never bothered to find out more about his.... I never bothered to ask how his family decorates their fake tree T_T SAD!!!!! oh and I have to get out all my anger about the fake tree cause I cant say anything about their tree when I get down there.... cause its very important to them and I cant hurt their feelings by dissing their tree! T_T SAD!!!! Im such a mean person....
Oh and I replied to everyone who posted on my last LJ post... (Lyssa and Rob).... And Lyssa.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be my brides maid! I need you I want you oh baby oh baby!.... >_> ....
We got up early on Friday... and we tromped in the snow with my dad and mom. Dad said that we got to pick out the tree cause it had to mean a lot to both Zac and I because its our first christmas together! ^__^ so we picked out a tree and dad cut it down and we took it home... .it was full of ice though so we had to let it thaugh out... So later that day Zac and I went to work and then mom and dad decorated the tree a little bit with a few balbs and lights and beads.
Then just today... this morning/afternoon we watched Mr. & Mrs. Smith and had lunch ^__^ and then after I got done wrapping the gifts and eating... we decorated the tree with the rest of the balbs and family things ^__^ And mom and dad gave us some lights for our house or what not for when we move out... and then we snuggled on the couch and looked at the tree cause I was soooo happy that we got to decorate the tree together! ^__^ I mean its our first christmas together and Im so happy with him! I love him soooo much!
Well... The day after Christmas we are going to be driving down to the twin cities and hopping on a plan and fly down to TN. Im really scared because I havent ever met his dad or other family, just his mom. I met his mom like once and she is so nice... but Im kinda scared because insted of just one day with her... its like a week with not only her... but Zac's grandma and brother and dad and everyone T_T Im so scared! But I guess I do get to meat his dad in like a week... he will be comeing up for the afternoon on like the 11th or 12th... and umm.. Im not going to have to be with him tooo long so I shouldnt be too scared.... but think about it.... 1/2 the contry away from home.... with only one person you feel comfy around... and everyone else... is like scary and new and not your family...and I have to be good around them... for a whole week T_T idk what Im going to do T_T
And then we are going to be hanging out with his best friend for new years... and Im scared to death about that becasue he is his best friend in the world and he might not like me.... Im just scared because I dont think Im good enough for his family or friends T_T and idk what I will do if they dont like me T_T KREEPY!!!!! *hides*
Other then that.... nothing much else is new... Zac is REALLY home sick! He has never been away from his family for x-mas or thanksgiving and I just feel sorry for him cause we wont be going down there until the day after and I know that its hard because right about now is when he is really missing them because he just wants to be home with them.... I mean he hasnt seen them since July... I mean that can be hard on just about anyone! I mean sure Dan was in Japan for 3 months and he was getting home sick but he was having fun and he was going to be home for x-mas so that was ok.... but its been about 5 months almost 6 months since he has seen his family and thats starting to get a little hard on him....
Ugg idk if I would ever wanna be down in TN with his family for x-mas.... his family has never had a real Christmas tree.... I mean he said it was because they moved all the time but so did our family because my dad was in the military.... ugggg.... you have to have a real tree for x-mas otherwise its just not right.... its not x-mas without a REAL TREE!!!!! BAH HUMBUG!!!!! wow... I dont even know how they decorate it.... now I feel selfish... because Im all about our x-mas... and I never bothered to find out more about his.... I never bothered to ask how his family decorates their fake tree T_T SAD!!!!! oh and I have to get out all my anger about the fake tree cause I cant say anything about their tree when I get down there.... cause its very important to them and I cant hurt their feelings by dissing their tree! T_T SAD!!!! Im such a mean person....
Oh and I replied to everyone who posted on my last LJ post... (Lyssa and Rob).... And Lyssa.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be my brides maid! I need you I want you oh baby oh baby!.... >_> ....