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ok, I dont think I have updated this thing for a long time... so here I go again...
I leave to move into college on Wed the 24th. I have to be there a little before 8am to try to get my key and then I have to run to the other side of the campus to go to oriantation from 8-4 or something like that... and then right after that I have to move all my shit up into my room. I really hope that I have time and energy to do this all. Also idk if Zac can come with! Im praying that he can but he works wed and thursday and he would have to call in sick... *sighs*
Mom and dad dont really want him to go, but mom doesnt really care because she knows how much I love him and how much I need someones help and I cant really get any help from anyone else because no one else will come down with me to help. So either I go alone and not be able to carry jack shit... or I have Zac help T_T I just wanna be with Zac so I hope he can get something worked out for those two days...
Another thing that really pisses me off... is that Dad thinks that Zac and I wont work out. He thinks that we are two totaly different people and it just cant work. Although Mom and Dad are two totaly different people and they work out just fine... Then Dad thinks that I wont be able to succeed with Zac... and Im like BS, I can succeed alone I just choose to succeed with him! and then Dad thinks that Im a thing... by saying that he has invested too much money into me to see me not fullfill his dreams for me and he thinks thats all because I would do anything for Zac... Although that isnt true. I have dreams of my own and Zac would never ask me to give them up for him....
It just really pisses me off because in the first place he should never had said anything like that.... its like saying.... you cant have the one and only man you love with all your heart because he might take away what I want for you! *grumbles loudly* FUCK THAT! Im 19 fucking years old I cant do what I fucking want! Sure as long as they help me out with money and stuff I should listen to them, but it doesnt mean Im his puppet! GRRRRR
other then that I have been packing and trying to avoid my dad. My mom is ok because when she trys to talk to me she at least seems deecent about it. My Dad on the other hand just jumps out with harsh words... its like I can never get what the fuck he is talking about or his point or anything because all I hear is the harsh words and his bashing towards Zac and I. T_T
I just dont know what to do anymore.... but that is my update for now... if anyone has anything to ask me.... just send your questions in a post ^__^ thanks and love ya lots...
Edit:
From Crys
Your True Birth Month Is April
Hasty
Moving
Consoling
Emotional
Aggressive
Diplomatic
Revengeful
Adventurous
Good memory
Loves attention
Strong mentality
Loving and caring
Brave and fearless
Active and dynamic
Suave and generous
Easily get too jealous
Decisive but tends to regret
Motivates oneself and the others
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Friendly and solves people's problems
Prone to sickness usually of the head and chest
What's Your True Birth Month?
Your Taste in Music:
90's Rock: High InfluenceAdult Alternative: High InfluenceAlternative Rock: Medium Influence90's Alternative: Low InfluenceOld School Hip Hop: Low Influence
How's Your Taste in Music?
Your Deadly Sins
Envy: 40%
Sloth: 40%
Wrath: 40%
Pride: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 20%
You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.
How Sinful Are You?
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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The Thirties.
Which Decade Are You?
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I leave to move into college on Wed the 24th. I have to be there a little before 8am to try to get my key and then I have to run to the other side of the campus to go to oriantation from 8-4 or something like that... and then right after that I have to move all my shit up into my room. I really hope that I have time and energy to do this all. Also idk if Zac can come with! Im praying that he can but he works wed and thursday and he would have to call in sick... *sighs*
Mom and dad dont really want him to go, but mom doesnt really care because she knows how much I love him and how much I need someones help and I cant really get any help from anyone else because no one else will come down with me to help. So either I go alone and not be able to carry jack shit... or I have Zac help T_T I just wanna be with Zac so I hope he can get something worked out for those two days...
Another thing that really pisses me off... is that Dad thinks that Zac and I wont work out. He thinks that we are two totaly different people and it just cant work. Although Mom and Dad are two totaly different people and they work out just fine... Then Dad thinks that I wont be able to succeed with Zac... and Im like BS, I can succeed alone I just choose to succeed with him! and then Dad thinks that Im a thing... by saying that he has invested too much money into me to see me not fullfill his dreams for me and he thinks thats all because I would do anything for Zac... Although that isnt true. I have dreams of my own and Zac would never ask me to give them up for him....
It just really pisses me off because in the first place he should never had said anything like that.... its like saying.... you cant have the one and only man you love with all your heart because he might take away what I want for you! *grumbles loudly* FUCK THAT! Im 19 fucking years old I cant do what I fucking want! Sure as long as they help me out with money and stuff I should listen to them, but it doesnt mean Im his puppet! GRRRRR
other then that I have been packing and trying to avoid my dad. My mom is ok because when she trys to talk to me she at least seems deecent about it. My Dad on the other hand just jumps out with harsh words... its like I can never get what the fuck he is talking about or his point or anything because all I hear is the harsh words and his bashing towards Zac and I. T_T
I just dont know what to do anymore.... but that is my update for now... if anyone has anything to ask me.... just send your questions in a post ^__^ thanks and love ya lots...
Edit:
From Crys
Your True Birth Month Is April
Hasty
Moving
Consoling
Emotional
Aggressive
Diplomatic
Revengeful
Adventurous
Good memory
Loves attention
Strong mentality
Loving and caring
Brave and fearless
Active and dynamic
Suave and generous
Easily get too jealous
Decisive but tends to regret
Motivates oneself and the others
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Friendly and solves people's problems
Prone to sickness usually of the head and chest
What's Your True Birth Month?
Your Taste in Music:
90's Rock: High InfluenceAdult Alternative: High InfluenceAlternative Rock: Medium Influence90's Alternative: Low InfluenceOld School Hip Hop: Low Influence
How's Your Taste in Music?
Your Deadly Sins
Envy: 40%
Sloth: 40%
Wrath: 40%
Pride: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 20%
You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.
How Sinful Are You?
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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The Thirties.
Which Decade Are You?
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