Jan 12, 2007 00:27
Lately it feels like....I'm jealous of everyone.
I hate that feeling. I just want to be happy with my own endeavors.
For the past 11 days of the new year, I've been optimistic and happy and all shiney and smiley, but recently i'm all bitter and junk. Why do things happen the way they do? To make us stronger people? Well its only pissing me off so far...
Oh well, I'm going to Los Angeles for 8 days for my birthday. It will be a nice vacation from Ohio. I can get away and relax, get drunk, meet a couple celebs. who knows.
Maybe it turns out...I don't need anyone after all.
ps...did i mention i love the song: There's a good reason these tables are numbered honey, you just havent figured it out yet? by Panic! At The Disco?