Jun 10, 2006 23:49
Ugh I hate how I can never stay happy.
Stress stress stress stress stress stress stress!
My job is KICKING my little ass. Too much work is making Fez a dull boy :( I have no social life anymore, it's disgusting. I used to go out ALL the time.
I move into my new apt. in five days....tomorrow I'm going furniture shopping...or just looking to see how i wanna decorate and stuff.....AND how much its going to cost me.
*work update* I was hired on for Medical Reception/Screening. I would run the front desk or screen people before they donate, or pay them out after they finished donating. Job difficulty level:5 on a scale of 1-10. I've been there only for a month and two/three weeks....Somehow I got trained to be on the donor floor, and i heard my boss, Kiwi, say that the goal is to have me and brian PERMANANTLY on the donor floor as Venipuncturists....I've never worked so hard in my life....there's so much protocol to follow when you're dealing with people blood and needles and shit....Donor room difficulty level:8 but hey, i'm on my way up the ladder of leadership at this place. They recognize my eagerness to learn new areas as fast as possible....I'm excited, yet, dreading work....its fast-paced and exhausting physically/mentally.....
Life's pretty stressful. I'm having second thoughts about EVERY decision i make, like moving out, and the thing about what happened to my car. I'm going to keep it and get the 650 but its a piece of junk aand has been breaking down like a crack addict in need of a fix.
ugh
I need to buy something....something that will make me happy.....money money money money money money money....