Signing Off
All right. I'm leaving for Livonia tomorrow morning, and when I come back here, I will be married. The wedding is on Saturday, I'm hoping the weather is good. Pretty much everything else is taken care of, just some last minute details and then relax and enjoy the best day of my life.
After all the shit I've written in here, and the years of just general bullshit, I can't express how happy I am that this day is almost here. I have found a man unlike anyone else. We have our problems, but I know that no matter what happens, we will always love each other and we will make it. Mark takes care of me, loves me, makes me feel special, and is everything I've always wanted. I can't believe how incredibly lucky I am to have found him so early in life. I'm looking forward to our future, to new jobs, new homes, children, and sitting when we're old on our porch swing with warm mugs in our hands.
People keep asking me if I'm nervous. I'm not. I know the man I'm marrying, I have complete faith in him and in us as a couple. I'm not worried about anything. I'm happy.
So, as I have stoutly refused to update this after I am married, this will be my last entry. Don't worry, I will still be around, reading everyone else's livejournal and I'm sure leaving a few pointless comments once in a while.
It feels good, after entries and entries of sadness, to end this where I should be. Content.
After all the shit I've written in here, and the years of just general bullshit, I can't express how happy I am that this day is almost here. I have found a man unlike anyone else. We have our problems, but I know that no matter what happens, we will always love each other and we will make it. Mark takes care of me, loves me, makes me feel special, and is everything I've always wanted. I can't believe how incredibly lucky I am to have found him so early in life. I'm looking forward to our future, to new jobs, new homes, children, and sitting when we're old on our porch swing with warm mugs in our hands.
People keep asking me if I'm nervous. I'm not. I know the man I'm marrying, I have complete faith in him and in us as a couple. I'm not worried about anything. I'm happy.
So, as I have stoutly refused to update this after I am married, this will be my last entry. Don't worry, I will still be around, reading everyone else's livejournal and I'm sure leaving a few pointless comments once in a while.
It feels good, after entries and entries of sadness, to end this where I should be. Content.