so yeahh
I haven't actually used this in like forever.
So since I cannot really get myself to sleep I thought I may as well update.
I've been trying to find a second job, but I haven't heard back from anyone yet. =/
Work is blah, I don't work like half as much, but oh well, At least I get to see Kassie's and Steph's beautiful smiling faces. They make me lol quite a bit. The baby ducks are adorable, I worry for their safety though. We thought the yellow one died and Steph called me to tell me that it died last Friday, she didn't see it with it's momma or its siblings so I was highly upset. But then Sunday Kassie Called to tell me that she in fact saw the yellow one alive!! I was instantly in a better mood. The little guy still needs a name, but we are not creative enough.
Kassie and I have a lot of adventures, at least one or two every week. Tis fun, especially when she slams the breaks and turns the car around because we forgot whip cream. xD
I have not been getting good sleep at all for the past couple of weeks. I can't seem to get myself to sleep until after 1 or 2ish in the am, and it's been taking its toll on me. I think so far this week I have a total of maybe 14 hours....for the entire week.
Saturday night idk what brought it up, but I was thinking about Ally and I broke down and started crying, a lot. Then on Sunday, Kassie texted me to ask if I wanted to go to Mica Hill. (couldn't have been a more icky day to go, but that's when she decided to go...lol) I had to think about it some, but it's almost like she read my mind and knew I was upset or something. So I decided that maybe it was something I needed and said yeah let's go. But I didn't think I wanted it to be just us two, so I texted Steph and had to kinda persuade her to come with us. So after work Kassie showed up and we all left to go visit Ally. And what was strange to me was that we were all totally calm while we were there. We went, laid some things on her grave, talked to her a little and left. We went out to eat, hung out at my house for awhile then around 11 at night, well after they had went home, I completely broke down and just fell apart, so Steph and I texted each other cuz she was having the same problem and we were on the phone until like 1 am. I'm not so sure I was really ready for that trip... =/
Kassie and I had an epic adventure today, an ice cream adventure, I tried to make several people jealous like Kris, Meagan and Steph lol. We had brownie sundaes. Ice cream with brownies and hot fudge, caramel, whip cream and rainbow sprinkles, and it was quite gewd. We are thinking of getting a group together over Christmas break maybe to do a lock in laser quest adventure....anyone up for it?? Laser Quest, all night, getting jacked up on sugar and stuff?? You know you want too. =]
So yeah I think imma try to sleep again. Night ppl ♥♥
So since I cannot really get myself to sleep I thought I may as well update.
I've been trying to find a second job, but I haven't heard back from anyone yet. =/
Work is blah, I don't work like half as much, but oh well, At least I get to see Kassie's and Steph's beautiful smiling faces. They make me lol quite a bit. The baby ducks are adorable, I worry for their safety though. We thought the yellow one died and Steph called me to tell me that it died last Friday, she didn't see it with it's momma or its siblings so I was highly upset. But then Sunday Kassie Called to tell me that she in fact saw the yellow one alive!! I was instantly in a better mood. The little guy still needs a name, but we are not creative enough.
Kassie and I have a lot of adventures, at least one or two every week. Tis fun, especially when she slams the breaks and turns the car around because we forgot whip cream. xD
I have not been getting good sleep at all for the past couple of weeks. I can't seem to get myself to sleep until after 1 or 2ish in the am, and it's been taking its toll on me. I think so far this week I have a total of maybe 14 hours....for the entire week.
Saturday night idk what brought it up, but I was thinking about Ally and I broke down and started crying, a lot. Then on Sunday, Kassie texted me to ask if I wanted to go to Mica Hill. (couldn't have been a more icky day to go, but that's when she decided to go...lol) I had to think about it some, but it's almost like she read my mind and knew I was upset or something. So I decided that maybe it was something I needed and said yeah let's go. But I didn't think I wanted it to be just us two, so I texted Steph and had to kinda persuade her to come with us. So after work Kassie showed up and we all left to go visit Ally. And what was strange to me was that we were all totally calm while we were there. We went, laid some things on her grave, talked to her a little and left. We went out to eat, hung out at my house for awhile then around 11 at night, well after they had went home, I completely broke down and just fell apart, so Steph and I texted each other cuz she was having the same problem and we were on the phone until like 1 am. I'm not so sure I was really ready for that trip... =/
Kassie and I had an epic adventure today, an ice cream adventure, I tried to make several people jealous like Kris, Meagan and Steph lol. We had brownie sundaes. Ice cream with brownies and hot fudge, caramel, whip cream and rainbow sprinkles, and it was quite gewd. We are thinking of getting a group together over Christmas break maybe to do a lock in laser quest adventure....anyone up for it?? Laser Quest, all night, getting jacked up on sugar and stuff?? You know you want too. =]
So yeah I think imma try to sleep again. Night ppl ♥♥