Sep 18, 2007 16:32
These past couple weeks in school have been kinda stressful, guidance has me in a choke chain or somethin. all cuz i wanted to screw around with my schedule to get into photography. And now looking back at the way i've been to my friends these past couple weeks, even today, i haven't been such a great friend. i can't help but feel like they're upset by what i'm doing. i've been running around school and not spending enough time with anyone, and then when i'm with them i'm just cold and lifeless or so it seems; like all the happiness was sucked away. i should be just having fun with them as much as i can. and so for all of this guys, i'm sorry. i wanna make it up to you all. i'm really gonna try to fix the mess i made. you do mean the world to me and i love you to death.
please understand i'm just a little stressed and that this has nothing to do with any of you.
please forgive me
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