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Had church communion today. I ran away and hid while Mary Ann did the ceremonial recitations and passing of the bread and 'wine.' I just wasn't in the mood, and it was one of those situations where, if I would have had a car, I would have just drove off... somewhere... to run away. Not sure why I felt like this today, but the feeling is still with me. I just wanna run away and hide, and not give a damn about homework or family or the world in general for a while. But that's not really an option for me, not today at least. The world may not give a damn about me, but sadly it's too important for me not to give a damn about it. The due dates and family arguments just waiting to happen and financial worries of one poor college student are lost in the face of other more important problems to the world; it doesn't have to give a damn about them... but I don't have that luxury. And even if I had somewhere to run too, you can't hide from your own conscience.