Oct 08, 2005 11:23
i really hate school right now... don't even know why im still in it... sometimes i really consider dropping out and moving on with my life! because thats exactly what i want to do. i want to move on from this phase of my life and experience something else besides school. but i can never do it... because apparently i have a lot riding on this.
im having a lot of fun though while being here. i have some amazing friends here in peterborough and we get together frequently to keep the good times rolling. people i hated in first year i've come to really enjoy the company of, wednesday night karaoke continues to be a good time and theres dinners and movies and poker nights... soo many good times.
this will be my second thanksgiving without having a dinner with my family. and because i've this im working this weekend. to me thanksgiving and christmas is supposed to be spent with family, but instead both sides of my family think its better to fight and not get together. soon it will be the second christmas without any family dinners.
i bought a record player yesterday. i only have a few records but i can tell im going to have a great deal of fun with it.
"This Song Brought To You By A Falling Bomb"
do you hear the jet plane
yawning miles across the sky?
hear the garbage truck
back down the boulevard,
setting off the car alarms as it passes by?
do you hear the static
of one thousand detuned radios?
shut the window, love.
keep the world outside.
i don't want to think about anyone
but the footsteps are getting louder,
drowning out the sound of the rain,
as it knocks on the windowsill.
i'm not answering the phone - let it ring.