OK. If you insist. I was going to clear it with Yusef before I did this, because he is the one who will have to deal with you afterwards. HOwever it seems I can't get a hold of him, which I hope to god isn't your doing, and hoping he's just busy atm. Anyone, remember that you are the one who asked.
I don't understand how you dont think this is my business. It is. You are the one who made it so. You are the one keeping me updated about your love life, you are the one telling me, asking me, and crying on my shoulder. Aside from that lets look at something else. These are my friends you are dealing with. It is my business because I care about my friends, and when my friends ask for advice, I give them advice, the same way I give you advice. I am not bitching about something that has nothing to do with me. I am not bitching at all. I am concerned. And when people close to me get hurt, or have a possibility of getting hurt, then it definetly has somethign to do with me, because it hurts me too.
Next, I AM NOT JEALOUS. Why would I be? Why should I be? I have a wonderful boyfriend of my own, who loves me and takes care of me, I am not jealous of you because I have what you have. I never blew our chance, HE blew our chance, he will even admit to that, all you have to do is ask him. I am not jealous because I don't want him anymore,and I haven't for a while, but THAT IN NO WAY MEANS I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM. I am still close to him. For you to acuse me of being jealous really puts my mind in perspective of what YOU think of ME. I only wish for him not to get hurt, that is the ONLY REASON I feel the need to get involved, wether you think so or not is up to you I guess.
The reason I don't tell you I don't agree with some of the things you do? The reason I didn't want to tell any of this to you? Well let's think- YOU ARE A VERY FRAGILE PERSON AND I KNOW THAT WELL. And that my friend is the underlieing statement. Your reaction to this will either be 1)extreme anger 2) crying your eyes out, or 3) a mixture of both. Not to mention you will have to tell somebody about this. For you to say I am a coward that won't say somethign to your face? You are no better than me by doing the exact same thing I did, posting to live journal, knowing I will see, hoping I will suspect, but not wanting to confront me. Well, this is my fault I admit, but you have only furthered it yourself and made both of us a little more ticked off. So now as you wish, I am talking to you. But if you really hated what I did, you would not have done the same thing.
If someone wants to say it, they can say you hate yourself, for some things you have posted in your livejournal post may describe yourself if you're not careful. I wouldn't be so rash as to say such foolish things so quickly.
I talk behind your back because sometimes I do not wish to make you upset, I don't want to see you cry anymore, something I've come to understand you do a lot, and I feel for you. I'm sure you yourself can think of times you have done the same to other people, and not nessessarily for the same reason, but that doesnt mean you have never done it, please be honest. I'm sure you are talking about me right now.
OK. If you insist. I was going to clear it with Yusef before I did this, because he is the one who will have to deal with you afterwards. HOwever it seems I can't get a hold of him, which I hope to god isn't your doing, and hoping he's just busy atm. Anyone, remember that you are the one who asked.
I don't understand how you dont think this is my business. It is. You are the one who made it so. You are the one keeping me updated about your love life, you are the one telling me, asking me, and crying on my shoulder. Aside from that lets look at something else. These are my friends you are dealing with. It is my business because I care about my friends, and when my friends ask for advice, I give them advice, the same way I give you advice. I am not bitching about something that has nothing to do with me. I am not bitching at all. I am concerned. And when people close to me get hurt, or have a possibility of getting hurt, then it definetly has somethign to do with me, because it hurts me too.
Next, I AM NOT JEALOUS. Why would I be? Why should I be? I have a wonderful boyfriend of my own, who loves me and takes care of me, I am not jealous of you because I have what you have. I never blew our chance, HE blew our chance, he will even admit to that, all you have to do is ask him. I am not jealous because I don't want him anymore,and I haven't for a while, but THAT IN NO WAY MEANS I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM. I am still close to him. For you to acuse me of being jealous really puts my mind in perspective of what YOU think of ME. I only wish for him not to get hurt, that is the ONLY REASON I feel the need to get involved, wether you think so or not is up to you I guess.
The reason I don't tell you I don't agree with some of the things you do? The reason I didn't want to tell any of this to you? Well let's think- YOU ARE A VERY FRAGILE PERSON AND I KNOW THAT WELL. And that my friend is the underlieing statement. Your reaction to this will either be 1)extreme anger 2) crying your eyes out, or 3) a mixture of both. Not to mention you will have to tell somebody about this. For you to say I am a coward that won't say somethign to your face? You are no better than me by doing the exact same thing I did, posting to live journal, knowing I will see, hoping I will suspect, but not wanting to confront me. Well, this is my fault I admit, but you have only furthered it yourself and made both of us a little more ticked off. So now as you wish, I am talking to you. But if you really hated what I did, you would not have done the same thing.
If someone wants to say it, they can say you hate yourself, for some things you have posted in your livejournal post may describe yourself if you're not careful. I wouldn't be so rash as to say such foolish things so quickly.
I talk behind your back because sometimes I do not wish to make you upset, I don't want to see you cry anymore, something I've come to understand you do a lot, and I feel for you. I'm sure you yourself can think of times you have done the same to other people, and not nessessarily for the same reason, but that doesnt mean you have never done it, please be honest. I'm sure you are talking about me right now.
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