Feb 26, 2005 08:14
Ever have one of those days where you just want to disappear? No...not die but just simply disappear for a while? Well, last night was one of those nights for me...My boyfriend and I had a fight and now that I think about it it was my fault and It never should have happened but it did so I guess I'll tell you about it...Travis and I were laying on his bed and I told hi that I loved him and that I would do anythign for him...HE responded with no you wouldn't...he was taking the literal meaning of the statement "I would do anything for you" I said it with the understanding that he would know I meant the metaphorical meaning...anyway I did what every girl does best...no I didnt cry, I read into what he said...I thought and felt that by saying he doubted my devotion he was also doubting the love from with devotion stems...so he was basically saying he doubted my love in the first place...I actually shed tears last night...Oh well, they cant all know what to say all of the time can they?