Important Decisions
I really don't think I'm qualified to answer this, especially given my current... situation. In any number of ways. Life is rather a subjective word in some contexts, and if I can’t even remember all of it, how would I know?
*Something* happened between the time I died and the time I got this lab to land me where I am now, but whether or not it was my choice? It seems rather doubtful, given our inestimable Enma-sama, and the fragments of things I remember. I wonder what 'Mother' got out of me, sometimes.
Would have liked to think I could have avoided artificially- induced memory loss after that. Suppose I have, after a fashion, since this time it's more an ...emotion? I wonder which is worse.
How could you tell? As long as I remain where I am now, I can't see the change to judge.
It seems wrong, though, somehow, to have lost loving someone and not be able to care.
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I can't even concentrate on *nonsense*.
003?