Oct 16, 2006 03:02
My problem- I really really really want people to just tell me how to live life. I would like answers to all problems that arise...I know childish. I live that way. It is more frustrating than helpful but comfortable nontheless. I hate the possiblity of making the wrong decision, so I make no decision at all. take for instance my car. I just got it back from my parents. I left it at their house because it wouldn't start when I got back from chicago and needed to drive back to my apartment (I asked my dad to drive me home).My car scares the crap out of me. I went to go run some errands after getting my car back and the hood starts smoking.
possibilities I have come up with for handling the situation-
1. go into my savings (which I would like to keep in savings to be able to pay for a wedding in the future) and buy a used car
2. sell my car and go carless for aawhile (i.e. bum rides from friends and ride the bus)
3. go have the car fixed (speedometer, radiator, tires, and whatever makes it be picky about when it wants to start)
none of these are particularly appealing. the second sounds most promising but I do work a couple of miles away and I need to research the bus route to see if it is feasible. I dont however like asking for things, rides to the store being one of those...
this is what makes life exciting right? this is what makes you appreciate things and one day different from the other. plus more than one thing happens in day to make them all completely different from one another...