Apr 05, 2004 20:09
I guess that I'd had it in my head that this wasn't going to happen again...certainly not so soon. Let me list some of the stereotypes I've been feeling...
I cannot stop thinking about him...I'm distracted so many moments of the day.
I am a 12 year old girl racing to answer the phone when he calls.
Sometimes these things happen when we are the least prepared. Better yet, sometimes these things happen...not because we need it...but because it is supposed to be.
I spent several hours crying today after he left.
His car turned the corner and once again he didn't look back. I was looking back though and this isn't my normal way. My heart ached and I wondered if I could handle these goodbyes again and again.
I'm in love and I'm burgeoning with that wonderful warm happiness and I'm pained with longing.