No car
Yup, that's right. I offically have no chance at getting a car for school next semester unless I buy a new one, Cuz my brother trashed my moms purple saturn. Yup. This is about his 5th car accident and hes onli 21. Lucky hes never been seriously injured. But none the less, he wrecked my moms car, which I was hopeing to be mine. So now Im car hunting.
Ive been so ridicoulously stressed out lately I hate it. Between work, and my mom and shit dealing with other "family" issues. It just sucks. I cant wait to be back at sweet FPC. As much as I am enjoying being home, The only person ive really seen in Nick, EVERYDAY! :D And dont get me wrong i absolutely love it. But well.. I miss everyone but i feel lik i jus dont fit in anymore. Ive seen Tome, Michelle, Andrew, Justin, and I think thats it... No Steve and Ally too. (Just adding this, I also saw Lisa, Meagan, Heather and Alyssa at the dance team show thing, but it was hardly a visit.) But it was only for a brief time and not long enough. And of course i onli blame myself, because Ive made no attempt to see anyone. No calls really made. Except with Kayla. And get this... Im already planning my trip up to fpc to see people there. Thats a little sad. But I feel like ive changed too muich to fit in like I used to and people dont like it or something. I dont know. But id love to see everyone again. I plan on goin to Mills Graduation. So if anyone knows when that is, let me know.
Ive been thinking about my dad lately alot. Dealing with all the stuff with him. Long story, cant get into it. And I hate that its still so hard to talk about. I liked bein in high school, where everyone already knew so I didnt have to tell anyone. And now theres all these new people and its hard. I dont know. Anyways...
So back about this car. I dont know if I really need one next year. Unless I have a job there... Which will most likely be at the nearest McD's lol. But if no job, then theres no need for a car. Right? I dk. Itll be too much money with a job. But now I cant depend on my moms car being mine since she got a new car. Oh well...
Well I gotta get goin. Ill prolli add more later. Love you all lots.
<3
Ive been so ridicoulously stressed out lately I hate it. Between work, and my mom and shit dealing with other "family" issues. It just sucks. I cant wait to be back at sweet FPC. As much as I am enjoying being home, The only person ive really seen in Nick, EVERYDAY! :D And dont get me wrong i absolutely love it. But well.. I miss everyone but i feel lik i jus dont fit in anymore. Ive seen Tome, Michelle, Andrew, Justin, and I think thats it... No Steve and Ally too. (Just adding this, I also saw Lisa, Meagan, Heather and Alyssa at the dance team show thing, but it was hardly a visit.) But it was only for a brief time and not long enough. And of course i onli blame myself, because Ive made no attempt to see anyone. No calls really made. Except with Kayla. And get this... Im already planning my trip up to fpc to see people there. Thats a little sad. But I feel like ive changed too muich to fit in like I used to and people dont like it or something. I dont know. But id love to see everyone again. I plan on goin to Mills Graduation. So if anyone knows when that is, let me know.
Ive been thinking about my dad lately alot. Dealing with all the stuff with him. Long story, cant get into it. And I hate that its still so hard to talk about. I liked bein in high school, where everyone already knew so I didnt have to tell anyone. And now theres all these new people and its hard. I dont know. Anyways...
So back about this car. I dont know if I really need one next year. Unless I have a job there... Which will most likely be at the nearest McD's lol. But if no job, then theres no need for a car. Right? I dk. Itll be too much money with a job. But now I cant depend on my moms car being mine since she got a new car. Oh well...
Well I gotta get goin. Ill prolli add more later. Love you all lots.
<3