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its official...i will be busing at "cheeburger cheeburger" located at the palisades mall, next to barnes and noble. it has many pros and cons. i'll be making money, and with that money i'll save and pay for guitar lessons. i'll be adding to society by getting them refills....and getting out of the house. the downside of being a busboy here is busboys work weekends. this effects music and hanging out :\ besides that, the reason im taking guitar lessons now is because i love playing guitar. i went through phases of likeing different things and growing out of it, but i love guitar so much. it helps me be more creative. i've been thinking lately about my future and i think i've got something. i really want to become a musician. this is not a 9 year olds dream of being a rock star, im actually serious. i would love making my own music and entertaining, but my main goal would be playing for solo artists. for example beck, he writes all of his music, but hires musicians to play and tour with him. i would love doing that. being a musician seems like a hard lifestyle, so i dedcided to have a backup plan which would be teaching. i love children, they're so interesting and i love teaching my little sister. teaching provides great benefits and somewhat good pay, but im really going to focus on music. i've been looking into colleges as well. im thinking about going somewhere in ohio and texas. i've talked to subs in my school and they recommened them for music. speaking of subs, i had the coolest one today. his name is mr.goldberg and he looks exactly like mike from explosions in the sky. even better, he reads gary snyder! he also likes jeffers and he gave me a new name: edward abby. its so weird how my eyes are opened now and how life is changing for me. soon i'll be driving and that'll be a relief from walking etc. first stop home :)