Oct 10, 2015 12:54
I never do give up. This summer I fought with myself with little progress. My ED took over for a while, and then I fell into deeper depression. I didn't really look for work all that time. All I really wanted to do was sit at the computer and talk to you all while not eating and do my midnight walks. It was a nice break from working all the time. But I didn't accomplish anything, not really. I'm still with my boyfriend.
But- like I always do, I'm giving it another shot. I deactivated my facebooks, I got a job finally and I have a lot of money saved. I'm going to lose 50 lbs by my birthday in December. If I gave up now, I'd end up killing myself. But it's not going to happen.
goals,
determination,
weight loss