So I have an infatuation...

Mar 12, 2006 11:52

I have this thing for this girl that I don't even know. Yea she's hot, but there is something about her that makes me want to learn more. I have seen her around town a few times over the years... Always thought that she was a cutie, but... I don't know. The other night I was lurking on myspace and I few clicks into it I came across her profile. I was a little excited about finding her there, because if you're at all familiar with myspace, it gives you an opportunity to get a slight idea of what someone is like. You can be nosey without anyone knowing. It can be creepy I guess, so there within is where my dilemma lies. I've been trying to subtly make contact with her without seeming stalker-ish. But I don't know, I feel like it may seem weird, mainly on her end. I think about how I would react if someone that I don't really know was trying to be all up in my business. So I wrote her a letter, a letter which I have not sent. I guess I might, or maybe I just need to get it out of my system. I'm such a fucking dork.

So I have to be completely honest with you... I don't know if you have ever developed an infatuation with someone that you don't know, but... Now it's nothing crazy, I just think you're really hot, and from our brief exchange of myspace exchanges... And from what you divulge about yourself on myspace...(fucking myspace) I mean, you seem cool enough. 'Cool enough', whatever that means... But when I get in from work at night I browse my friends here on myspace... I just find myself thinking, 'man, from a distance, this girl really does it for me'. I sound like such a schmuck. And why I am finding the need to tell you about it is beyond me. I guess I figure I have nothing to loose. Hell, I'll try anything once (well, maybe not anything). And I know personally it feels kind of good to know that someone finds you attractive. So um, yea...
When I used to see you at the taco shop, all of 2 or 3 times, I thought you were like 17 or something. But, you're not, so I guess I have given myself permission to think that you're hot, and it's fun.

Any suggestions?
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