Oct 28, 2005 14:22
Surprise surprise... I used my journal here last night as an outlet for a disappointment I had. I also took this same disappointment to a group that I am a part of. It seems that others have a poor opinion of how I have handled the situation. I am overly dramatic and judgmental they say... And so they use a phrase to defend Leda, 'no one is perfect'. Yea, well as they (the ones in disagreement with me) are telling me that I am, this and that, they are in turn doing the same things they are accusing me of, judging. That 'no one is perfect' phrase apparently does not apply to me in their eyes.
Leda knows me well enough to know that I was venting. I was hoping she would reply since our verbal communication lacks. I am fairly certain she would agree with this statement.
This is a relatively insignificant situation when it stands alone, but a combination of situations as this, when given time will build, that is why it is important to me to hash it out.
If it means getting judged and criticized by the anonymous viewers and commenter's then it is something I am more than willing to deal with. If I were afraid of other people's opinions then I wouldn't put my thoughts on the internet to begin with...