Oct 25, 2007 20:32
Not to sound self-pitying or anything, because I'm not, but the list of things I haven't lost in the past 4 years? So much shorter and less depressing than the one of things I have. Just saying. Besides, how many times can I really write about my mom or Lilly or being a social reject at Neptune High? It's starting to get ridiculous. They're all defining moments and things that caused me to be who I am but that doesn't need I need to talk them to death, does it?
Talking things out endlessly does not make them better, or the loss somehow less. It just doesn't. And really? I've done all I can to come to terms or whatever with my various losses at this point. I'd really like to just move on already. Define my life in some way other than by what I don't have anymore. Is that such a bad thing?
I hate October.
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