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(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: no
(4) want to be?: no
(5) Your birth day: January 27th
(6) Age you act: either 8, 18, or 38
(7) Age you wish you were: twenty-one
(8) Your height: 5'8
(9) The color of your eyes:brown
(10) Happy with it?: content
(11) The color of your hair: maroonish brown
(12) Happy with it?: yeah, my best hair color yet
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: my car
(27) Your family: Elena
(29) What's your job: I'm on it
(30) Piercings?: tons
(31) Tattoos?: one... fuck yeah
(32) Obsessions?: true love, music, the biosphere, intellect, philosophy
(35) Do you speak another language?: none that are appreciated
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "love goes toward love like school boys from their books, but love from love, to school with heavy looks"
(37) Do you have a webpage?: this is as good as it gets
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not at all
(40) Do you have any secrets?: right now yes... and I can't believe I'm keeping it
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes, but I know that I have some shit going for me
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: when I'm in the mode
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes... lots
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "I love your friend"... or some variation
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Gaping Lotus Experience
(46) What's your biggest fear?: getting lost
(47) Can you sing: Sometimes
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: like i need to pretend(49) Are you a loner?: No, I'm just alone alot
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes, I would be a great drinking buddy
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hmmm...
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive
(55) Have you got a ?: What?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength- my passion, logic, and drive Weakness- depression, love....
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? I would be nicer
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love, for it allows the other two naturally
(59) How do you vent?: I smoke, dabble in drugs, in the extreme scenario i'll reach for something sharp
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I lost something of mine
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: no
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: all you need is love, question everything
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my rack and legs that don't quit. haha
(65) And least?: my tummy and my nails
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: I'm alright
(67) Are you confident?: no
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Ariel I.E. The Little Mermaid
69) Do people know how you feel?: no, I keep them running in circles at all times
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: everyday
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: yes
(72) Do drugs?: when they're around
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?:Lately
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no one talks to me ever
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: i try
(80) Drive?: i live in that death trap
(81) Like to drive fast?: no, I'm usually high out of my mind.. so I attempt to obey all posted speed laws
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yes... when its all raspy and low
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes.
(84) Been out of the country?: thank god
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
(86) Burped?: how dare you even suggest
(87) Been unfaithful?: kinda
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes.. and it was so fucking cold. Lara fucking Croft in the flesh. haha
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker?:no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: haven't we all?
(98) Been on stage?: yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: I hope not
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: All the time
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yeah... doesn't that suck
(103) If yes, what is your record?: idk... probablly like 30 hours or something
(104) Gone one day without food?:oh yeah
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: I remember talking until I fell asleep on the phone... "sweetnie"
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: probablly (107) Slept all day? Yes
(108) Killed someone?: No, but I've seriously considered it many times
(109) Made out with a stranger?: not enough
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: yes
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: all the time
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: not yet
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yes
(116) Broken the law?: fuck yeah
(117) Met a famous person?: yes I have
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: hope not
(146) Stolen anything?: I might have pending warrants
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: fuck yeah... Superjoint Ritual... Michelle and I kicked some ass right and proper
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? often
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: I don't think so
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes... isn't that wierd?
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: All Day I Dream About Sex
(155) Brand of clothing?: hmmm... no
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Victoria Secret Halo
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Black... clevage... my pants... belt... black eyes... glossed lips
(159) Wear hats?: i miss my hat
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: yeah... at times I find it unavoidable. Sean has a Moody Blues shirt. come on.
(161) Wear make-up?: when I have the time and will
(162) Favorite place to shop?: stores with no cameras
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: Metallica jersey, vinyl garments, my pants
(164) Are you trendy?: i don't think so
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yeah... that's something to think about
(167) Miracles?: woah we're half way there.... woah ... I'm livin on a prayer
(168) Astrology?: yes
(169) Magic?: not sure
(170) God? : I'm being convinced
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: what a jerk
(173) Ghosts?: hmmm... not sure
(174) Luck?: no
(175) Love at first sight?: yes...
(176) Yin and Yang?: yes
(177) Witches?: yes
(178) Easter bunny?: mmmm
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: mmm pot
(181) Do you wish on stars?: I'm never the one that sees them falling
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Yes
(184) Still love him/her?: what did my therapist say again?
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: candles, public affection, holding hands, black light, glowing stars, Rancho Park, music
(187) Turn-ons?: long hair, green eyes, black make up, painted nails, musicians, peircings, vanilla...
(188) Turn-off?: spiked hair, stupidity, a closed mind
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: not at all. I dated Iian. There you go.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: amazing
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: blind
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I have never shown any fear in that department.. I don't really care
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: So I date drunks... jk... I've had some good responses
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: their power to make me feel femanine
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i don't know
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: movie passes
(208) Are you in love?: yes
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: follow them. lol jk. Give them "the 'brows"? lol
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: the stalker
(212) You wanted to kill?: that girl.... that very stupid girl
(213) That you laughed at?:Dani
(214) That laughed at you?: Dani
(215) That turned you on?: Andrew
(216) You went shopping with?: Elena
(217) That broke your heart?: DRK
(218) To disappoint you?: My dad
(219) To ask you out?: Josh I think...
(220) To make you cry?: Dave Gahan
(221) To brighten up your day?: Dani
(222) That you thought about?: DRK
(223) You saw a movie with?: I went by myself
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Howard
(225) You talked to through IM?: Michelle
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost? Melody
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Murph the Metalhead
(230) You wanted to be?: Carmen Electra
(231) You told off?: my mom
(232) You trusted?: my dad
(233) You turned down?: i don't know
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: earlier tonight
(235) Laughed?: earlier tonight
(236) Cried?: earlier today
(237) Bought something?: lunch
(238) Danced?: every fucking day man
(239) Were sarcastic?: constantly
(240) hugged someone?: tonight
(241) Talked to an ex?: too long
(242) Watched your fave movie?: weeks maybe
(243) Had a nightmare?: last night, its been reacurring
(245) Talked on the phone?: earlier tonight
(246) Listened to the radio?: earlier today
(247) Watched TV? this morning
(248) Went out?: this afternoon
(249) Helped someone?: earlier tonight
(250) Were mean?: yesterday
(251) Sang?: earlier tonight
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: yesterday
(253) Said "I love you"?: like two days ago
(254) Missed someone?: right now
(255) Fought with a family member?: earlier today
(256) Fought with a friend?: long long time ago
(257) Had a serious conversation?: I have lots of those
(258) Got drunk?: been awhile
(259) Had sex?: too long ago
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: no
(4) want to be?: no
(5) Your birth day: January 27th
(6) Age you act: either 8, 18, or 38
(7) Age you wish you were: twenty-one
(8) Your height: 5'8
(9) The color of your eyes:brown
(10) Happy with it?: content
(11) The color of your hair: maroonish brown
(12) Happy with it?: yeah, my best hair color yet
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: my car
(27) Your family: Elena
(29) What's your job: I'm on it
(30) Piercings?: tons
(31) Tattoos?: one... fuck yeah
(32) Obsessions?: true love, music, the biosphere, intellect, philosophy
(35) Do you speak another language?: none that are appreciated
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "love goes toward love like school boys from their books, but love from love, to school with heavy looks"
(37) Do you have a webpage?: this is as good as it gets
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not at all
(40) Do you have any secrets?: right now yes... and I can't believe I'm keeping it
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes, but I know that I have some shit going for me
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: when I'm in the mode
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes... lots
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "I love your friend"... or some variation
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Gaping Lotus Experience
(46) What's your biggest fear?: getting lost
(47) Can you sing: Sometimes
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: like i need to pretend(49) Are you a loner?: No, I'm just alone alot
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes, I would be a great drinking buddy
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hmmm...
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive
(55) Have you got a ?: What?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength- my passion, logic, and drive Weakness- depression, love....
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? I would be nicer
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love, for it allows the other two naturally
(59) How do you vent?: I smoke, dabble in drugs, in the extreme scenario i'll reach for something sharp
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I lost something of mine
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: no
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: all you need is love, question everything
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my rack and legs that don't quit. haha
(65) And least?: my tummy and my nails
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: I'm alright
(67) Are you confident?: no
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Ariel I.E. The Little Mermaid
69) Do people know how you feel?: no, I keep them running in circles at all times
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: everyday
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: yes
(72) Do drugs?: when they're around
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?:Lately
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no one talks to me ever
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: i try
(80) Drive?: i live in that death trap
(81) Like to drive fast?: no, I'm usually high out of my mind.. so I attempt to obey all posted speed laws
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yes... when its all raspy and low
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes.
(84) Been out of the country?: thank god
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
(86) Burped?: how dare you even suggest
(87) Been unfaithful?: kinda
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes.. and it was so fucking cold. Lara fucking Croft in the flesh. haha
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker?:no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: haven't we all?
(98) Been on stage?: yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: I hope not
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: All the time
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yeah... doesn't that suck
(103) If yes, what is your record?: idk... probablly like 30 hours or something
(104) Gone one day without food?:oh yeah
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: I remember talking until I fell asleep on the phone... "sweetnie"
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: probablly (107) Slept all day? Yes
(108) Killed someone?: No, but I've seriously considered it many times
(109) Made out with a stranger?: not enough
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: yes
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: all the time
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: not yet
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yes
(116) Broken the law?: fuck yeah
(117) Met a famous person?: yes I have
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: hope not
(146) Stolen anything?: I might have pending warrants
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: fuck yeah... Superjoint Ritual... Michelle and I kicked some ass right and proper
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? often
(150) Considered religious vocation?: no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: I don't think so
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes... isn't that wierd?
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: All Day I Dream About Sex
(155) Brand of clothing?: hmmm... no
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Victoria Secret Halo
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Black... clevage... my pants... belt... black eyes... glossed lips
(159) Wear hats?: i miss my hat
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: yeah... at times I find it unavoidable. Sean has a Moody Blues shirt. come on.
(161) Wear make-up?: when I have the time and will
(162) Favorite place to shop?: stores with no cameras
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: Metallica jersey, vinyl garments, my pants
(164) Are you trendy?: i don't think so
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yeah... that's something to think about
(167) Miracles?: woah we're half way there.... woah ... I'm livin on a prayer
(168) Astrology?: yes
(169) Magic?: not sure
(170) God? : I'm being convinced
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: what a jerk
(173) Ghosts?: hmmm... not sure
(174) Luck?: no
(175) Love at first sight?: yes...
(176) Yin and Yang?: yes
(177) Witches?: yes
(178) Easter bunny?: mmmm
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: mmm pot
(181) Do you wish on stars?: I'm never the one that sees them falling
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Yes
(184) Still love him/her?: what did my therapist say again?
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: candles, public affection, holding hands, black light, glowing stars, Rancho Park, music
(187) Turn-ons?: long hair, green eyes, black make up, painted nails, musicians, peircings, vanilla...
(188) Turn-off?: spiked hair, stupidity, a closed mind
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: not at all. I dated Iian. There you go.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: amazing
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: blind
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I have never shown any fear in that department.. I don't really care
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: So I date drunks... jk... I've had some good responses
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: their power to make me feel femanine
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i don't know
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: movie passes
(208) Are you in love?: yes
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: follow them. lol jk. Give them "the 'brows"? lol
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: the stalker
(212) You wanted to kill?: that girl.... that very stupid girl
(213) That you laughed at?:Dani
(214) That laughed at you?: Dani
(215) That turned you on?: Andrew
(216) You went shopping with?: Elena
(217) That broke your heart?: DRK
(218) To disappoint you?: My dad
(219) To ask you out?: Josh I think...
(220) To make you cry?: Dave Gahan
(221) To brighten up your day?: Dani
(222) That you thought about?: DRK
(223) You saw a movie with?: I went by myself
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Howard
(225) You talked to through IM?: Michelle
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost? Melody
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Murph the Metalhead
(230) You wanted to be?: Carmen Electra
(231) You told off?: my mom
(232) You trusted?: my dad
(233) You turned down?: i don't know
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: earlier tonight
(235) Laughed?: earlier tonight
(236) Cried?: earlier today
(237) Bought something?: lunch
(238) Danced?: every fucking day man
(239) Were sarcastic?: constantly
(240) hugged someone?: tonight
(241) Talked to an ex?: too long
(242) Watched your fave movie?: weeks maybe
(243) Had a nightmare?: last night, its been reacurring
(245) Talked on the phone?: earlier tonight
(246) Listened to the radio?: earlier today
(247) Watched TV? this morning
(248) Went out?: this afternoon
(249) Helped someone?: earlier tonight
(250) Were mean?: yesterday
(251) Sang?: earlier tonight
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: yesterday
(253) Said "I love you"?: like two days ago
(254) Missed someone?: right now
(255) Fought with a family member?: earlier today
(256) Fought with a friend?: long long time ago
(257) Had a serious conversation?: I have lots of those
(258) Got drunk?: been awhile
(259) Had sex?: too long ago