i am a silly person
I am paranoid. I want to say I escaped my 'break-up' with Ray unscathed and free, but that would be a lie. Or maybe I'm just naturally this way. I sometimes just get this horrid fear that Jeff won't love me anymore. It's completely unfounded and ridiculous, but there it is. It's the way I am.
What makes Jeff so wonderful is that, without even meaning to, he knows how to reassure me. I was worrying today, and I didn't really think there was much that could be said to put my fears to rest for a while. Then he asked if I wanted to tour with his band this summer. Meaning he wanted to spend time with me. A great deal of time. With his band and his music; things that are important to him. Somehow, it was exactly what I needed. I love him so much. ^^
What makes Jeff so wonderful is that, without even meaning to, he knows how to reassure me. I was worrying today, and I didn't really think there was much that could be said to put my fears to rest for a while. Then he asked if I wanted to tour with his band this summer. Meaning he wanted to spend time with me. A great deal of time. With his band and his music; things that are important to him. Somehow, it was exactly what I needed. I love him so much. ^^