what a wonderful start...

[renegaderocker]

-going to the hospital
-paramedics not being able to find my pulse
-kelly being scared for me
-scaring my friends at work
-stupid supervisor yelling at me for passing out (asshole)
-finding out my blood pressure was 90/80
-finding out my new meds made this all possible
-losing my job due to things i can't help
+becca im'ing me to make sure i'm okay (i love that girl)
+knowing that payday is friday
+allen being really nice to me all day
+knowing that i will never have to step foot in west again
+knowing that my friends really do care about me
+kelly being super sweet to me
+my gramma calming me down today

hopefully today was NOT an omen for the rest of the year....

happy new year.