an apifiny!
Well hey fokes! just thought I'd stop by for something that hit me out of the blue last night. As you all know I went through a break-up a month ago, and I've been torn to peaces because of it, until last night, and before I go on I'd like to thank nightdrake for the conversation, and I might add a very uplifting one we had last night about all this. But anyway getting back to the thing that was eating at my mind for sometime, but only last night did I see it right in front of my face. I asked myself this question, what the hell am I doing and what kind of fucked up days of our lives bullshit is this anyway! I'm not gonna lose any more sleep over someone I've never met, and most likely will never meet in the first place. But I didn't see all that until last night's shocking revalation. I Mean I've been going through all this hell for nothing, and for fuck sake we're in different countries, and it wouldn't have worked, plus it wasn't a physical relationship to begin with, so it all stands to reason! So I don't know why we both took it so seriously anyway. Well gotta go and enjoy the beautiful sunny weather we're having today, so in the mean time and in between time, that's it! another entry. By now!