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He who judges between two friends loses one of them.
Unfortunately I've come to the conclusion that this is, in fact, true.
While coming to the realization that he has given up on our friendship I've also come to the conclusion that he has also allowed another step in the deterioration of my friendship with Ryan.
By Adam moving in with him I've all but lost contact with 'Ryan'. I can't even bring myself to ask him what his 'stance on this whole matter is', without wondering if he's reporting back to Adam. I know he is, i just don't want to admit that to myself.
I hate this,
i hate conflict within myself,
as well outside of my head.
Unfortunately I've come to the conclusion that this is, in fact, true.
While coming to the realization that he has given up on our friendship I've also come to the conclusion that he has also allowed another step in the deterioration of my friendship with Ryan.
By Adam moving in with him I've all but lost contact with 'Ryan'. I can't even bring myself to ask him what his 'stance on this whole matter is', without wondering if he's reporting back to Adam. I know he is, i just don't want to admit that to myself.
I hate this,
i hate conflict within myself,
as well outside of my head.