Hold me now
I wrote this a while ago, but I still feel it from time to time.. like resently.
This room is full of people
this city’s full of crowds
Yet some how I’m so lonely
my heart is broken still
and they pass me by and smile
they wave and say hello
can’t they see my soul is bleeding
can’t they see my spirts breaking?
My room is dark an lonely
as I crawl beneath my covers
The night engulfs my body
as I close my eyes so tight
the stillness is terror
the quiet spears my heart
is any body out there... I wonder
as I begin to fall apart
I wish that I wasn’t lonely..
I wish that some one cared
I wish some one would hold me...
I wish... oh I wish..
I imagine strong arms around me
I dream of warmth and joy..
How I long for some one to love me
and take this loneliness away
Yet I know that night is coming
without some one to hold
I know that dark is closing in
I feel the hot tears role down my cheeks
I know my strength has faltered
my pride is breaking down
and I feel so lost... so hurt... so fragile..
Will someone love me now?