I'm deleteing this soon.. so, Bye I guess

there are foggy issues surrounding Schiavo's case. First, no one is absolutely positive what caused Teri's condition. It's speculated it was an eating disorder. They really don't have proof. Then, Teri got into therapy and she was really getting well. She honestly had all the potential to become the way she was before, or very close. Then her ( Read more... )

Save  Schiavo! Does any one have any idea if there is any Schiavo protestors in Oregon? This is some thing I would like to protest. It's just sick

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/7212079/

No one did any thing for me on my birthday.. I feel like I never had one...

It's my birthday.. and nothing was really different...

Dear journal,

Tomorrow's my birthday. I'll be 21.  honestly I haven't been excited for a b-day in a long time.. I don't rememver the last time some one besides a family member remembered my birthday let alone due something really nice for me. I haven't had a party for years, and I mean, one that people actually showed up. It's painfully ( Read more... )

I'm still sick. It's getting to the point where it's very hard to talk... I feel depressed. I need to get bettr so I can get out and exercise.. I haven't felt so modivated lately because I want affection so badly. It's so hard not to reach out and just grab certain people... I believe that's what happened with Adam.. Not to say it was my fault. ( Read more... )

I miss Adam.. I haven't seen him in over a week.. but it feels like I haven't seen him in a month.. He dosen't feel comfortable hugging me any more... It's like he pushes me away. We used to be very affectionate.. It hurts knowing he dosen't want to be close to me.. that it dosen't make him comfortable.. supposivly that's not what friends do... He ( Read more... )

some one introduced me to this group.. I want to go to the thing on the 26th. I need affection so badly.. I hope I know where this place is. I've been lonely this weekend and I really want some kind of affection. I just pray I can make it some how. I don't get enough hugs.. may be I can find a cuddle buddy.

http://lovetribe.org/Snuggle

I wrote this a while ago, but I still feel it from time to time.. like resently.

This room is full of people

this city’s full of crowds

Yet some how I’m so lonely

my heart is broken still

and they pass me by and smile

they wave and say hello

can’t they see my soul is bleeding

can’t they see my spirts breaking?

My room is dark an lonely

as I crawl ( Read more... )