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-sigh- My computer's being a bloody ass and wont let me get to Dom's LJ. So, if anyone wants to be a doll and tell me why he's so down...NO, dont do it, I'm curious, but doooont tellll mehhhh. If he wants me to know he'll tell me himself, and maybe he DOESNT want me to know. -stares around defiantly, wild eyed- Yes that's the game plan...-coughs-
I'm going back to my last entry. Numero Uno on the things that suck list couldnt be more true. I always say oh wow, these are my friends, they kick rhino ass, but it still feels like I'm just the silly little one they talk to if they have time on their hands. The only one who doesnt make me feel like this is Nicole...and thats because she's a bigger loser than I am...(haha only joking) (oh and OOC: we are NOT the same person! we're friends)
But all my other (can I really call them FRIENDS?) friends seem...much...I dont know the word...well the point is sometimes I think I dont really have FRIENDS just people who are incredibly nice to me...maybe because they're sorry for me?
Oh dear lord, I'm SOO melodramatic.
<3,
Ren
I'm going back to my last entry. Numero Uno on the things that suck list couldnt be more true. I always say oh wow, these are my friends, they kick rhino ass, but it still feels like I'm just the silly little one they talk to if they have time on their hands. The only one who doesnt make me feel like this is Nicole...and thats because she's a bigger loser than I am...(haha only joking) (oh and OOC: we are NOT the same person! we're friends)
But all my other (can I really call them FRIENDS?) friends seem...much...I dont know the word...well the point is sometimes I think I dont really have FRIENDS just people who are incredibly nice to me...maybe because they're sorry for me?
Oh dear lord, I'm SOO melodramatic.
<3,
Ren