christmas
i'm normally good with gifts. get one for most people. but i'm so poor. if anyone wants a hemp necklace, or some crazy oragami, then comment. otherwise, i'm sorry to say that i'm too broke to buy christmas gifts and also haven't had time. i just got on holidays yesterday. so i don't have much time to shop with my non-existant money.
last night was fun. went to curry with xsuecatwomanx. then went to responsiblejei 's house and hung out. bleak_december was there too. couldn't drink because i drove. looked at james's drawings. then went to "brad" 's house and smoked a joint while talking about punks randomly pepper spraying him downtown. then we drove home, and i got in trouble for not calling, even though i called and we desided i'd call after dinner, then if anything changes i'd call again. which i did. i'm never good enough for them. they always make it look like i'm the bad one. i did nothing wrong, but somehow i now feel like shit. life sucks taht way. kick someone when there down.
i woke up at 4 in the morning freaking out, i got really hot, so i went and had some water then fell back asleep till 10. weirdness. maybe it was the weeds.
christmas...rrrr...family dinner tonight. scary. then another one tommorw, nad another one the next night. i hope i survive :S
i don't like how chirstmas is MAJORLY blown up, so people buy gifts, everone's lost the meaning of christmas. it isn't just getting gifts, its being with the people you love, not my family right now, but my friedns so thats what i'm doing today. peace.
last night was fun. went to curry with xsuecatwomanx. then went to responsiblejei 's house and hung out. bleak_december was there too. couldn't drink because i drove. looked at james's drawings. then went to "brad" 's house and smoked a joint while talking about punks randomly pepper spraying him downtown. then we drove home, and i got in trouble for not calling, even though i called and we desided i'd call after dinner, then if anything changes i'd call again. which i did. i'm never good enough for them. they always make it look like i'm the bad one. i did nothing wrong, but somehow i now feel like shit. life sucks taht way. kick someone when there down.
i woke up at 4 in the morning freaking out, i got really hot, so i went and had some water then fell back asleep till 10. weirdness. maybe it was the weeds.
christmas...rrrr...family dinner tonight. scary. then another one tommorw, nad another one the next night. i hope i survive :S
i don't like how chirstmas is MAJORLY blown up, so people buy gifts, everone's lost the meaning of christmas. it isn't just getting gifts, its being with the people you love, not my family right now, but my friedns so thats what i'm doing today. peace.