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We're moved into the new apartment now and the internet barely works here because we're bummin off somebody else's connection until we get our cable set up. This apartment is so much better than AU Trail. The only thing is we're pretty close to the railroad tracks so it can get pretty loud and its sucks even more cause my room is closest to the parking lot where drunk people come in and out.
I really don't feel like blabbing about this weekend because writing about it seems too drawn out and boring. I saw Andrew over at Eagle's Landing last night; he's a hoot. I told him to come hang out at our apt but when he called back I was too stoned to answer and then not long after that I passed out.
I don't know why I haven't gone to sleep; I have an 8:00 class tomorrow morning so I probably won't be able to wake up.
Bad news: Hott Justin has permanently disappeared from Auburn. Supposedly he went to Bonaroo and then to another festival in Kentucky and Jeremy says nobody's heard from him but he also said he would have been going to Ole Miss this year so its not like he would have been around anyways. My little heart is broken. No hott Justin. When will I ever find a guy? Its getting to the point where I can't take it anymore. 75% of guys seem like douche bags to me and whenever I meet a non-douche, they stick in my head for a while. This is the loneliest I've felt in as long as I can remember. Lately I've also realized how its been a long time since I've had contact with Gabe and its really strange how knowing him gets more faint all the time. I now feel like I don't know who he is at all and looking back on our relationship it seems almost like it never happened and the whole thing looks so "high-school" to me. That's probably the most amateur, meaningless realtionship I will ever have in my life. I think if I ever saw him again, it would be so awkward and I wouldn't know what to say to him. The funny thing is me and Gabe did not go together at all and though I once felt like we were really close , I know he never loved me and cared about me and looked at me the way I did him. I'll just become more of a faint memory to him as time goes along as he has to me. Obviously this is just one of the first signs to realize than I am started to finally get over him. *knock on wood*
This is kinda random but last week I planted some flowers out on our patio and today I saw a few sprouts so soon I might be a little gardener. I really didn't expect anything to grow but who knows.
More good news: Ben is coming to town!! I think its already in B'ham now. I gotta give him a call tomorrow and see and try to convince him to come to Auburn this weekend.
Okay, I was gonna write about more but I gotta go to bed.
I really don't feel like blabbing about this weekend because writing about it seems too drawn out and boring. I saw Andrew over at Eagle's Landing last night; he's a hoot. I told him to come hang out at our apt but when he called back I was too stoned to answer and then not long after that I passed out.
I don't know why I haven't gone to sleep; I have an 8:00 class tomorrow morning so I probably won't be able to wake up.
Bad news: Hott Justin has permanently disappeared from Auburn. Supposedly he went to Bonaroo and then to another festival in Kentucky and Jeremy says nobody's heard from him but he also said he would have been going to Ole Miss this year so its not like he would have been around anyways. My little heart is broken. No hott Justin. When will I ever find a guy? Its getting to the point where I can't take it anymore. 75% of guys seem like douche bags to me and whenever I meet a non-douche, they stick in my head for a while. This is the loneliest I've felt in as long as I can remember. Lately I've also realized how its been a long time since I've had contact with Gabe and its really strange how knowing him gets more faint all the time. I now feel like I don't know who he is at all and looking back on our relationship it seems almost like it never happened and the whole thing looks so "high-school" to me. That's probably the most amateur, meaningless realtionship I will ever have in my life. I think if I ever saw him again, it would be so awkward and I wouldn't know what to say to him. The funny thing is me and Gabe did not go together at all and though I once felt like we were really close , I know he never loved me and cared about me and looked at me the way I did him. I'll just become more of a faint memory to him as time goes along as he has to me. Obviously this is just one of the first signs to realize than I am started to finally get over him. *knock on wood*
This is kinda random but last week I planted some flowers out on our patio and today I saw a few sprouts so soon I might be a little gardener. I really didn't expect anything to grow but who knows.
More good news: Ben is coming to town!! I think its already in B'ham now. I gotta give him a call tomorrow and see and try to convince him to come to Auburn this weekend.
Okay, I was gonna write about more but I gotta go to bed.