I'm not a doormat, people

Jul 17, 2005 17:29

I'm so sick of everybody walking all over me these days. Last night Nick and Paris acted like complete little kids and were completely rude but then later something else topped that. Of course it involves Gabe becasue there's never anything not dramatic about Gabe. I called him back last night since he had called me about a week ago and his response was "oh that wasn't me. That was Hickey calling; he thought you were hot and I gave him your number." What the fuck?!? Am I a piece of ass for Gabe's loser friends? After I bitched him out his response was "okay, well it doesn't matter; we're over." Duh Gabe, that's what I fucking have to remind him of because he's crazy and bi-polar. Then he has the nerve to say "if some girl ever wants my number, then give it to her." And then I proceeded to tell him that no girl would ever want his number because he's fucking ugly. Nice try Gabe. I mean, who does something like that to their ex-girlfriend of a year that has never done shit to them? This almost tops everything disrespectful that he's ever done to me. I mean I just think its funny how he tries to pretend he doesn't give a shit about me and tries to talk hard when his friends are around but yet the next week he's crying to me and is staring at me all night at West Cherry's house. What a weirdo!
And Jason told me that he always talks about me and I guess whatever drama is going on between us.
I told him I wish he was still moving all the way to Seattle so I'd never have to see him again and he said he's moving to Southside now! OMG, he's fucking crazy!! I've never known somebody that wishy washy, stupid, immature and bi-polar. Why can't he just go away or pretend to be mature like he used to be(sometimes) when we were together. I really used to think he was growing up and that I had changed him. It would be different if I was just a compete bitch to him and if I had ever done anything to him. How stupid could he be to not be appreciative of actually having a nice looking normal girl? He seems oblivious to the fact that he's ugly, useless, that nobody likes him, and that I was the only non-trashy normal girl he would ever have. I might sound crazy in this entry but I don't care because this has really pushed me over the top; I am steaming, literally.
I can't wait to find fat ugly girls and give his number to them and he'll be like cool a girl called me. I'm gonna meet up with her and then I can hook up with her; maybe she'll like my small penis.
Ugh, I hate Gabe. That's all I have left to say; I wish I had never met him.
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