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I'm starting to get a really big headache right now. I've been crying so much since last night. I went out to Blair's and Briton and his friend Brandon, Katie, Kelly, Matt, Josh, Kristen and Mary were all there and we went to Firehouse which apparently is some hole in the wall bar out there I never knew about. It was okay there. We just played drinking games and then randomly Briton and Brandon disappeared and didn't say bye or anything. Just to take a wild guess I'm thinking maybe he was mad since I really didn't talk to him while we were there. This is also something I always did with Gabe, and I'm just not good at paying attention to a guy if I'm out somewhere where there's a bunch of people. I really don't know for sure if that's why he left but I'm guessing it is. I tried calling him a few times and he didn't answer and didn't return my text message so I guess I've fucked up something that might would be good again. I really don't know what to think right now.