I seriously thought I was gonna die last night
I was tired so I headed off to bed at like 9:30, which is really early for me... I was asleep for like a couple of hours when I shot out of bed gasping for air. This lasted what felt like years.. and finally it subsided but I still was having a hard time breathing. I realized when I got this morning that it must have been some kinda of asthma attack. I've never had asthma a day in my life.. but it does run in the family. And to top it all off I have been smoking a bit lately and that has to have triggered this.
So I guess on a good note I now have been scared into quiting smoking only 2 weeks after returning to the old friend. Just as well, I can't afford it and it's gross. Just kinda makes me feel better. But I refuse to die.. not now anway.. dang.
The weekend is upon us and yet my only real plans are laundry and a hair cut. I think I might come into Portland on Sunday. Who's gonna be around that doesn't mind looking at my face.. I won't be smoking, that's a plus. Just remember.. Renee be poor so any fun must be free fun.
So I guess on a good note I now have been scared into quiting smoking only 2 weeks after returning to the old friend. Just as well, I can't afford it and it's gross. Just kinda makes me feel better. But I refuse to die.. not now anway.. dang.
The weekend is upon us and yet my only real plans are laundry and a hair cut. I think I might come into Portland on Sunday. Who's gonna be around that doesn't mind looking at my face.. I won't be smoking, that's a plus. Just remember.. Renee be poor so any fun must be free fun.