Today
Well, i havn't been writing. But I'll start up again, and try to be more thorough...
Today I woke up at 6:15 and took a shower. Last Friday i got my hair cut, and now i have bangs. Really cute! but the whole experience is worth writing about too...
The stylist was very attractive. blond, blue eyes, and tatoos(!?!). he was very nice, and easy to talk to, which is rare for me to find, especially when i meet someone for the first time. he asked what i wanted, and agreed it would look good on me. while he was cutting, he bent down to my eye level, and i stared straight into his eyes. *sigh*. and after a while, he brushed the cut hair off my cheeks, lips... oh god. it was the most erotic thing to happen to me while getting my hair cut. and he did it for free! but i tipped like usual. my boss ND says i look like some early actress.. cant remember her name at the moment. the freshman at school said i look like katy perry. which is good, they say, but im not so excited. but i guess she is pretty.
so i blew my hair out, like every morning, and got dressed, and had a chocolate chai, but didnt get to eat anything. i was five minutes early, so i'll wake up at 6:20 tmr.
on the way to school mom started complaining about the school. which is the last thing i want to hear, because, i live there half the time. so i know. i also realized i forgot my lunch and would not be able to eat the whole day. but it put me in a bad mood, until i want to talk with FC, my euro teacher from junior year. he talked to the admissions director at his college, and it put me in a good mood. i also got a renewable merit scholarship of $14,000!!! at a different school. hopefully, because this guy is looking out for me, i can get a great scholarship. FC has helped me out so much with that whole financial ordeal. i'm so grateful, i could hug him. him and VV, my chem teacher from junior year, who has sent a last minute recommendation letter to one of the colleges. but, i get along well with him anyway, and adore him. i could hug him just for that! hahaha.
but, talking with FC put me in a good mood, just like always. i went and sat outside with my friends, Go, tn, Tm, rm, kh, and a few others. ca, for one, but ugh, i wish she wasn't so clingy. we talked about driving and how Jk, who was also there, failed his first driving test and is going to try again tmr. i hope he does well, i guess. although i cant imagine him driving. we were a little late to class, but CH, my global cultures/events teacher, didn't mind. we got down to business right away. i was dead those first two hours. then came break, when i saw VV and wanted to hug him. and saw a tourist bus, and hoped that they were young, but really they were just ossans i think. Tc wasn't there, she was still sleeping b/c she didn't set her alarm. so i guess she was lucky, but i forget, she already has Ry. Aww. then it was time for math, although i don't usually do it since i'm done, but Y (what's his first name again?) gave me some worksheets to do so i could make up for my failed end of semester test. but i didn't learn everything i am supposed to b/c of the dumb online program, so im okay with it. it helps in the long run, right? then was lunch, which i was hungry but i also got to listen to Kk talk to FC, who also acts as our counselor and its great b/c hes young enough to relate but old enough to have gone through it all. and more than i think i ever will...
but she talked about how vp dumped Tm, to be with K? (last name?), who is a total whore. not to mention she dumped tn, vp's good friend. but he seems okay with it, i think b/c he realized she is a whore. so good. but it hurt Tm at first, i think, but shes ok now, i hope. at least she has someone else she likes. but we (Tc, who had got to school in the middle of math, Tm, and I) listened while playing with Tm's iTouch (so cool!), and told her to move on to the important stuff. which happens to be her older "boyfriend" who says hes in Iraq. but SUPER suspicious. i think he wont see or talk to her again. i think she got played, and fcked. the whole situation is weird, starting with her loosing her virginity to some guy our age, who she expected to stay with her even though she knew him for 2 weeks only. duh. but she said she was going out with this other guy, to be known as a, for 2 months, which overlaps this other guy. strange, but w/e. he said he was going to Iraq for 6ish months, and so they fcked. *sigh*, not a good reason, or decision. but after this she gets depressed, he might not come back (but this guy said so, hes seriously fcked up in the mind. possible PTSD, was engaged and had a kid that died with this other lady, and they aren't together anymore. but we told her not to, and it was completely pulling the 4 of us apart. b.c me and Tc were getting tired of it, so confrontation time for the first time ever. she said later to me (she didnt even tell Tc at first, i did even though she told me not to, but what was i supposed to do?) that she was gonna do w/e she wanted anyway. which i knew, but at least she could have thought about what we said. because we're right. but he signs on and off of MSN and doesn't answer her, and doesn't answer her emails. she hasn't called him yet. if the phone works, he isn't in Iraq, and he fuckd her over big time. i feel bad about it, for her, but jesus. huge we told you so, you had it coming. open your eyes for next time, or it WILL happen a third time. she said she'd call tonight. haa.
the rest of the school day was a pain in the ass and was not worth going over. i ate some pretzels from the teachers lounge, thank god. and senior project is a complete joke, but w/e, i can deal. i just hope they let we do what i want, cause that way i can do better. then i went to work, and Ss was there, unlike last Sunday, when i had to work with d instead. which was okay, but it totally threw my rhythm off. i have it down with Ss. i almost feel like a married couple taking care of the shop, except ND is there. especially when he calls me "yes, dear". he's so funny. today, one of the guys in back (its a bake shop. guys in back are the bakers) asked him to burn a dvd to his psp, and gave him $20 to do it. cause it was porn. while we were washing dishes, he looked at what kind. i said, wouldn't it be funny if it were some off-the-wall stuff? and surprise! Little Asian Transvestites. LOL. wtf. it was freaky. and apparantly, one of the guys in back, who has one of my coworkers pregnant, and i thought was cute (he does smile and say my name in the nicest way, but thats as far as it goes) sells pot to one of my other coworkers, M. crazy, and i think ND knows about it. once, when i was asked outside the gate by these people if i wanted a hit, he asked if it was anyone who worked here. it wasn't, but that makes sense now. i wonder if any of it ever gets into the brownies.
i went home and now i'm doing this. oh, and i ate dinner. i have 2 finals tmr, and i should study, but maybe i'll cram tmr morning or something.
well, that was my day, and fairly complete at that.
i feel like watching blood diamond again, and i'd like to finish reading dracula.
Today I woke up at 6:15 and took a shower. Last Friday i got my hair cut, and now i have bangs. Really cute! but the whole experience is worth writing about too...
The stylist was very attractive. blond, blue eyes, and tatoos(!?!). he was very nice, and easy to talk to, which is rare for me to find, especially when i meet someone for the first time. he asked what i wanted, and agreed it would look good on me. while he was cutting, he bent down to my eye level, and i stared straight into his eyes. *sigh*. and after a while, he brushed the cut hair off my cheeks, lips... oh god. it was the most erotic thing to happen to me while getting my hair cut. and he did it for free! but i tipped like usual. my boss ND says i look like some early actress.. cant remember her name at the moment. the freshman at school said i look like katy perry. which is good, they say, but im not so excited. but i guess she is pretty.
so i blew my hair out, like every morning, and got dressed, and had a chocolate chai, but didnt get to eat anything. i was five minutes early, so i'll wake up at 6:20 tmr.
on the way to school mom started complaining about the school. which is the last thing i want to hear, because, i live there half the time. so i know. i also realized i forgot my lunch and would not be able to eat the whole day. but it put me in a bad mood, until i want to talk with FC, my euro teacher from junior year. he talked to the admissions director at his college, and it put me in a good mood. i also got a renewable merit scholarship of $14,000!!! at a different school. hopefully, because this guy is looking out for me, i can get a great scholarship. FC has helped me out so much with that whole financial ordeal. i'm so grateful, i could hug him. him and VV, my chem teacher from junior year, who has sent a last minute recommendation letter to one of the colleges. but, i get along well with him anyway, and adore him. i could hug him just for that! hahaha.
but, talking with FC put me in a good mood, just like always. i went and sat outside with my friends, Go, tn, Tm, rm, kh, and a few others. ca, for one, but ugh, i wish she wasn't so clingy. we talked about driving and how Jk, who was also there, failed his first driving test and is going to try again tmr. i hope he does well, i guess. although i cant imagine him driving. we were a little late to class, but CH, my global cultures/events teacher, didn't mind. we got down to business right away. i was dead those first two hours. then came break, when i saw VV and wanted to hug him. and saw a tourist bus, and hoped that they were young, but really they were just ossans i think. Tc wasn't there, she was still sleeping b/c she didn't set her alarm. so i guess she was lucky, but i forget, she already has Ry. Aww. then it was time for math, although i don't usually do it since i'm done, but Y (what's his first name again?) gave me some worksheets to do so i could make up for my failed end of semester test. but i didn't learn everything i am supposed to b/c of the dumb online program, so im okay with it. it helps in the long run, right? then was lunch, which i was hungry but i also got to listen to Kk talk to FC, who also acts as our counselor and its great b/c hes young enough to relate but old enough to have gone through it all. and more than i think i ever will...
but she talked about how vp dumped Tm, to be with K? (last name?), who is a total whore. not to mention she dumped tn, vp's good friend. but he seems okay with it, i think b/c he realized she is a whore. so good. but it hurt Tm at first, i think, but shes ok now, i hope. at least she has someone else she likes. but we (Tc, who had got to school in the middle of math, Tm, and I) listened while playing with Tm's iTouch (so cool!), and told her to move on to the important stuff. which happens to be her older "boyfriend" who says hes in Iraq. but SUPER suspicious. i think he wont see or talk to her again. i think she got played, and fcked. the whole situation is weird, starting with her loosing her virginity to some guy our age, who she expected to stay with her even though she knew him for 2 weeks only. duh. but she said she was going out with this other guy, to be known as a, for 2 months, which overlaps this other guy. strange, but w/e. he said he was going to Iraq for 6ish months, and so they fcked. *sigh*, not a good reason, or decision. but after this she gets depressed, he might not come back (but this guy said so, hes seriously fcked up in the mind. possible PTSD, was engaged and had a kid that died with this other lady, and they aren't together anymore. but we told her not to, and it was completely pulling the 4 of us apart. b.c me and Tc were getting tired of it, so confrontation time for the first time ever. she said later to me (she didnt even tell Tc at first, i did even though she told me not to, but what was i supposed to do?) that she was gonna do w/e she wanted anyway. which i knew, but at least she could have thought about what we said. because we're right. but he signs on and off of MSN and doesn't answer her, and doesn't answer her emails. she hasn't called him yet. if the phone works, he isn't in Iraq, and he fuckd her over big time. i feel bad about it, for her, but jesus. huge we told you so, you had it coming. open your eyes for next time, or it WILL happen a third time. she said she'd call tonight. haa.
the rest of the school day was a pain in the ass and was not worth going over. i ate some pretzels from the teachers lounge, thank god. and senior project is a complete joke, but w/e, i can deal. i just hope they let we do what i want, cause that way i can do better. then i went to work, and Ss was there, unlike last Sunday, when i had to work with d instead. which was okay, but it totally threw my rhythm off. i have it down with Ss. i almost feel like a married couple taking care of the shop, except ND is there. especially when he calls me "yes, dear". he's so funny. today, one of the guys in back (its a bake shop. guys in back are the bakers) asked him to burn a dvd to his psp, and gave him $20 to do it. cause it was porn. while we were washing dishes, he looked at what kind. i said, wouldn't it be funny if it were some off-the-wall stuff? and surprise! Little Asian Transvestites. LOL. wtf. it was freaky. and apparantly, one of the guys in back, who has one of my coworkers pregnant, and i thought was cute (he does smile and say my name in the nicest way, but thats as far as it goes) sells pot to one of my other coworkers, M. crazy, and i think ND knows about it. once, when i was asked outside the gate by these people if i wanted a hit, he asked if it was anyone who worked here. it wasn't, but that makes sense now. i wonder if any of it ever gets into the brownies.
i went home and now i'm doing this. oh, and i ate dinner. i have 2 finals tmr, and i should study, but maybe i'll cram tmr morning or something.
well, that was my day, and fairly complete at that.
i feel like watching blood diamond again, and i'd like to finish reading dracula.