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i need to get this off my chest. i am in no way trying to cause drama. it just needs to be said.
i cannot believe that you added that girl, pretty much the second after you broke up with me. if you wanted to hurt my feelings, you fuckin did it. i thought at that point oh maybe we could date again maybe things would work them selves out. but hell no, now i know what is most important to you in your life. and you cannot at all talk shit on me asking you to not be friends with one girl. you asked me to stop being friends with 3 specific guys, and i did it. no questions asked. because being in a relationship 100% is about not being selfish. so you give me crap about me asking you to not be friends with rhett when clearly she is someone to feel nervous about. concidering when i first found out you had been talking to her i also found out that you had initially lied to me and said she was a boy. then. when i called you out on it and asked you to no longer speak with her. you simply changed her name in your phone book so you could go against what i asked. one simple request. the only one i made in the entire relationship really.
it was like fucking pulling teeth trying to get you out of the house. i didnt even ask you to spend money on me. hell i didnt even ask you to chip in for groceries until the last month of our relationship. id ask to go to the bar. youd say "lets go to the movies" id say ok and then youd change your mind. and also. this is like once a week. you have more money than i do (seeing as how you live at home and work full time.) and you couldnt even get out of the house once a week not for dinner. not for a movie. not for the bar. and i dont ask for much. its not like i ever said hey take me to bacchus for dinner. it was. hey lets go to oakland trat and split a pizza. i never said hey take me out for champagne. i said hey lets go to the bar for a few. ill buy the first round..
now lets get to this, well call it "cheapness" had i KNOWN that you never gave up smoking weed like you said, maybe i would have realized why u were always broke, but i just thot you were tying up loose ends. hell i even thought you might be "saving up" yeah im fucking stupid i get it. but you lied to me for over a year about smoking weed. real cool. and on that subject...that also turns in to you lying about whom you were hanging with. justin. i asked you so many times to hang out with kailie, justin, and i. we could all go out together. and you said no because u didnt care for justin. now i realize is because you didnt want justin to say something about smoking weed together.
the last 6 months we were together you treated me like shit. you made me feel bad to be the person i am. you questioned everything i did. worse than my parents. you tried to make me feel shit for being on social networking sights like facebook and twitter. you questioned things i did, you acted as if i was lying to you.. you were a bad boyfriend, unfortunately you were the best i have had yet. but you werent okay. at all.
now. all you do is go out. thats so fucked up. your constantly on social networking sites. you added that girl and when i called you out on it. all you could do was not even say words to me, you picked on me for my hair, and for typing fast? what the fuck. AND you didnt even do it with words. you did it with gifs. im glad were done. i feel good. i didnt cry, i wasnt sad. i was relieved that the arguing was over, that i could finally be the person i am again without feeling bad about it.
that is all
i cannot believe that you added that girl, pretty much the second after you broke up with me. if you wanted to hurt my feelings, you fuckin did it. i thought at that point oh maybe we could date again maybe things would work them selves out. but hell no, now i know what is most important to you in your life. and you cannot at all talk shit on me asking you to not be friends with one girl. you asked me to stop being friends with 3 specific guys, and i did it. no questions asked. because being in a relationship 100% is about not being selfish. so you give me crap about me asking you to not be friends with rhett when clearly she is someone to feel nervous about. concidering when i first found out you had been talking to her i also found out that you had initially lied to me and said she was a boy. then. when i called you out on it and asked you to no longer speak with her. you simply changed her name in your phone book so you could go against what i asked. one simple request. the only one i made in the entire relationship really.
it was like fucking pulling teeth trying to get you out of the house. i didnt even ask you to spend money on me. hell i didnt even ask you to chip in for groceries until the last month of our relationship. id ask to go to the bar. youd say "lets go to the movies" id say ok and then youd change your mind. and also. this is like once a week. you have more money than i do (seeing as how you live at home and work full time.) and you couldnt even get out of the house once a week not for dinner. not for a movie. not for the bar. and i dont ask for much. its not like i ever said hey take me to bacchus for dinner. it was. hey lets go to oakland trat and split a pizza. i never said hey take me out for champagne. i said hey lets go to the bar for a few. ill buy the first round..
now lets get to this, well call it "cheapness" had i KNOWN that you never gave up smoking weed like you said, maybe i would have realized why u were always broke, but i just thot you were tying up loose ends. hell i even thought you might be "saving up" yeah im fucking stupid i get it. but you lied to me for over a year about smoking weed. real cool. and on that subject...that also turns in to you lying about whom you were hanging with. justin. i asked you so many times to hang out with kailie, justin, and i. we could all go out together. and you said no because u didnt care for justin. now i realize is because you didnt want justin to say something about smoking weed together.
the last 6 months we were together you treated me like shit. you made me feel bad to be the person i am. you questioned everything i did. worse than my parents. you tried to make me feel shit for being on social networking sights like facebook and twitter. you questioned things i did, you acted as if i was lying to you.. you were a bad boyfriend, unfortunately you were the best i have had yet. but you werent okay. at all.
now. all you do is go out. thats so fucked up. your constantly on social networking sites. you added that girl and when i called you out on it. all you could do was not even say words to me, you picked on me for my hair, and for typing fast? what the fuck. AND you didnt even do it with words. you did it with gifs. im glad were done. i feel good. i didnt cry, i wasnt sad. i was relieved that the arguing was over, that i could finally be the person i am again without feeling bad about it.
that is all