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i think its crazy how certain things play out or why people do the things they do. i mean i make my fair share of mistakes as well and its all a learning experience, but shouldnt the 1st time be the learning experience? who knows...all i can say is i guess every situation that happens in life you learn from it. i've mos def learned a lot and have had to re-evaluate some things.
right now im jus soo happy im in socal and away from all the shit in the bay. i jus wish people would actually talk to me "after the fact" and understand where im coming from, than assuming things or just leaving it awkward.whatever i kno i told ppl how i felt. and if someone is willing to put effort in talking to me than thas cool, bc i kno i did my part. im working on this whole 'letting go" part about me and i think ive done good a job, which is prolly why living in socal makes it so much easier to let go of things and drama. school has been so hectic and chem is a bitch! but im sooo happy that ive made a close group of friends and i can be able to jus walk around campus and find someone to hang out with. it feels like its gna be a really good year! especially that i have my car now. woot woot. btw i am so thankful to my dad. NOW THAT IS WHAT A REAL PARENT DOES. my dad drove my car for straight 6 hrs ALONE just so i can have my car here. damn. i appreciate him so much. but yes oh and other news i work at WINGSTOP now. hahaha i dont really need a job but i guess i should start at some point. its nothing great or nethin but it does bring in the extra cash for shopping, alcohol, trees, and whatever intoxicating needs. haha jk.
its rush week at school and im thinking about joining one. but i always had this perspective that people in frats/sors are jus paying to have friends, which is gay. but i realized some arent even like that and that its a really good way to network and give back to community. but i think i dont have the time and money right now to be doin all that pledge shit, so ima jus be a zeta sis and get spoiled hah. nothing wrong in that.
i cant wait for this coming week bc chantal is coming and i love visits! supposedly the other homies r coming on the weekend but i havent heard from ne1 about staying at my place or ne thing. so who knows could jus be another possible road trip gone down the drain =( SO NIGGAS IF YOUR COMING CAN U LET ME KNO SO I CAN LIKE ASK MY JOB FOR CERTAIN SHIFTS BC IF NOT UHH I PROLLY WONT BE HANGING OUT WITH U GUYS DURING THE RIGHT TIMES. AND IF TJ IS WHERE U TRYNA GO THEN I FOR SURE NEED TO GET A CERTAIN SHIFT. LET ME KNO PLEASE
p.s. disappointed not mad. hope ppl kno that.
right now im jus soo happy im in socal and away from all the shit in the bay. i jus wish people would actually talk to me "after the fact" and understand where im coming from, than assuming things or just leaving it awkward.whatever i kno i told ppl how i felt. and if someone is willing to put effort in talking to me than thas cool, bc i kno i did my part. im working on this whole 'letting go" part about me and i think ive done good a job, which is prolly why living in socal makes it so much easier to let go of things and drama. school has been so hectic and chem is a bitch! but im sooo happy that ive made a close group of friends and i can be able to jus walk around campus and find someone to hang out with. it feels like its gna be a really good year! especially that i have my car now. woot woot. btw i am so thankful to my dad. NOW THAT IS WHAT A REAL PARENT DOES. my dad drove my car for straight 6 hrs ALONE just so i can have my car here. damn. i appreciate him so much. but yes oh and other news i work at WINGSTOP now. hahaha i dont really need a job but i guess i should start at some point. its nothing great or nethin but it does bring in the extra cash for shopping, alcohol, trees, and whatever intoxicating needs. haha jk.
its rush week at school and im thinking about joining one. but i always had this perspective that people in frats/sors are jus paying to have friends, which is gay. but i realized some arent even like that and that its a really good way to network and give back to community. but i think i dont have the time and money right now to be doin all that pledge shit, so ima jus be a zeta sis and get spoiled hah. nothing wrong in that.
i cant wait for this coming week bc chantal is coming and i love visits! supposedly the other homies r coming on the weekend but i havent heard from ne1 about staying at my place or ne thing. so who knows could jus be another possible road trip gone down the drain =( SO NIGGAS IF YOUR COMING CAN U LET ME KNO SO I CAN LIKE ASK MY JOB FOR CERTAIN SHIFTS BC IF NOT UHH I PROLLY WONT BE HANGING OUT WITH U GUYS DURING THE RIGHT TIMES. AND IF TJ IS WHERE U TRYNA GO THEN I FOR SURE NEED TO GET A CERTAIN SHIFT. LET ME KNO PLEASE
p.s. disappointed not mad. hope ppl kno that.