Apr 28, 2005 21:49
Wow, its been a long time since i have used this thing. OMG, it has been a year. So much has happened in a year. I got a new job. I now work at a bank and I love it!! I learn soo much there its crazy. I moved out of my parents house last summer but will be moving back in this summer...why???? I dont know. Whatever, free rent for 3 mths, cant complain.
So my tantie died in january. I had to go to England to pay my respects. it was crazy, she was such a sweet lady. So I was a bit moody for the month of January.
I am officially single. Wasnt happy in the beginning, but I am now. I have met so many people that I couldnt have met if i was still in a relationship. But you get lonely sometimes. It has its ups and downs, but whatever.
Just finished finals, thank God.. I was so stressed. Now I am contemplating what I want to do when I graduate next year. I am so confused. Its getting crazy. I feel like Im stuck. Like I have so many options. I just dont know where to start. I want to make good decisions with everything that I do b/c I dont want to kick myself in the head later down the line. Plus I dont want anything to hold me back. Thats why i think I wont get another boyfriend. I dont want anything to affect my future decisions. I dont know why I am posting all of this on here. Crazy phase time.........