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Aug 03, 2005 01:39

I'm moving. As many problems as I have with this place (pretty much just 2), I don't think it could really be better anywhere else. I'm kinda worried about it. There are quite a few people that I haven't hung out with as much since I moved from college park. I'm worried I'll grow even more distant.

Aside from the moving, there are some other things going on in my life. There is a girl I'm growing close to. She's great. I don't know of anything else I could ask for in a girl. I can actually see a future with her. There is just one problem: I can actually see a future with her. It's the same problem most of the time. In a couple of my past relationships, I doomed them from the beginning. I'm happy as long as I can't see a future, or not allow for one. I need to get over this sometime. I guess I just don't like that feeling of losing the chase. Who am I kidding though; I rarely actually go out to meet new girls, let alone pursue any.
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