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Two points. Well 3 as one is a slightly minor one. The first seems to be that noone can take this diary seriously due to the background and layout. So if anyone can help me with it, i'd really appreciate it. Second point, I should really stop reading this particular diary, as it keeps making me evoke sympathy for people one that i really thought i never would and one that i had no opinion on, I know that it seems that it shouldn't even be my pace to have an opinion but this person can raise really good points. And it genuinely makes you feel like shit. The second point is about my life and decisions. I know it seems the weirdest thing but things are telling me that lifes to short to go out drinking every night( not literally every night). Looking at my cv the other day, I realised it was pretty bare and i was disapointed in myself as it seemed what any other teenager would have put on it. Oh and a proper update on that party?
So when i actually got there the bottle incident had just happened, and it seemed that nothing was happening from outside when i got out the taxi with Danny,Leo and Sean. Then we saw this ned trying to smash the window. Then as you turned your head to look at the other window you saw Dene signalling us to go away. We came in anyway as we had nowhere to stay and well Clydebank seemed a far away place by then. The ned that seemed to be the "head honcho" seemed to be trapsing about in a rampage for a bit. I didnt see half of the damage he had caused as I was in the kitchen for the majority of this part of the night. The this guy came in and said we were his hostages. I found that kind of funny, as he seemed to walk about with the same beer in his hand for the part of the night he was there. Then Anna came in and had glass in her arm from sitting next to Jamie when he got bottled. There was blood over a part of the kitchen, mainly the bin/kitchen clothe. After the heat had settled downand doctor Elliot had seen to his patients, Jamie went to hospital. I went for what seems the longest walk ever. In a tshirt in someone tshirt that Anna was wearing. I felt a bit weird telling her about religion and stuff haha, I actually talked so much shite and tried to steal a garden gnome. Got back thenwe headed to the garage and then back where everyone had left. I cant be bothered with the rest really so i'll bullet point it.
- From what I presume from there looks, 10 year old children invaded the party and probably drank more than I did. Then they jamp out the window a couple of times. I wish i'd been like that at there age.
- I fell asleep in an airing cupboard I think and woke up 2 minutes later and burst out and made Chrisey shite a brickk.
- I stumbled over various couples shagging on the floor, I talked to them , I felt that was my halloween trickery over.
- I dont know what the fuck was wrong with the toilet. It was horrible though. It looked like the tailwind of the hurricane finally reached us.
- I expressed my hatred for large font. I forgot how, all i remember is I did.
- Eddie peed himself but denied it.
- I'm never falling asleep openly in a house full of people like that.
Thats all really I guess.
Also i'm pretty sure if i'm going to go with the go-ahead with this changing my view on life, i have to start right now.