smoking
i need to stop smoking. i don't consider myself a smoker though. i don't smoke everyday and i don't have all these cravings that dont' allow me to get through my day. i tried it first becasue i wanted to know what it was like....and i found it was a great way to relieve stress, so every time i was really stressed about something, a smoked a few ciggs. it was also nice to smoke when i'm hangin out with tim walkin around the town green and talking. and tonight it was because.....i just wanted to. i'm not stressed, or angry, or upset. i just thought it would be nice.
WHOA!!!!!!!!!
light bulb off in my head. time to stop now before it really turns into a problem. when i go to school and see all these people smoking in the morning, i used to think "ew" but i think " ahh....that looks nice". it's interesting that a lot of college students smoke. i guess that sort of includes me.
i've seen addiction first hand in my own family, and the dependency it causes and how it repulses other people, and i swore to myself that i would never become that person. and i won't, because it stops here.
something i've always been curious about : why is it that people that smoke weed regularly find ciggs absolutely disgusting? it's still smoke, it's still addiction, it's still going into your lungs, it still makes you feel good. i'm aware that weed isn't as bad for you ciggarettes are cuz it doesn't have all the additives it's just....i dono. whatev.
WHOA!!!!!!!!!
light bulb off in my head. time to stop now before it really turns into a problem. when i go to school and see all these people smoking in the morning, i used to think "ew" but i think " ahh....that looks nice". it's interesting that a lot of college students smoke. i guess that sort of includes me.
i've seen addiction first hand in my own family, and the dependency it causes and how it repulses other people, and i swore to myself that i would never become that person. and i won't, because it stops here.
something i've always been curious about : why is it that people that smoke weed regularly find ciggs absolutely disgusting? it's still smoke, it's still addiction, it's still going into your lungs, it still makes you feel good. i'm aware that weed isn't as bad for you ciggarettes are cuz it doesn't have all the additives it's just....i dono. whatev.