Jan 06, 2008 23:49
for a reflection. Because the clothes that have been sitting on my floor in the exact same position for one day short of a month just really don't want to be smushed back into a suitcase. I will admit that when everyone left tonight and I remembered that I'm going back to Belmont tomorrow, it was kinda like a rock dropped in my stomach. I am nervous. For several reasons I suppose.
first i take they order like the coffee shop
not exactly reflective...here we go
waking up at the start of the end of the world....this song has been big this break....Woody and I read from Revelations last night....I believe the world is burning to the ground.....oh well....let's see how far we've come...
Moving on....what an interesting concept....stay in touch.....
I remember coming home and eating at mazzios with the family. getting a hamster. watching Christmas Vacation with Laura and Katy. Valley View choir, gah that seems like a year ago. going to subway with woody and thinking that maybe we will get along this break....haha.....
mason's caramel apple pops. gingerbread cookies at haileys. and more gingerbread cookies at haileys. jordan tyler and fred. guitar hero and colonel walters. waffle house. olga home and ready for some mccalisters. grandparents. Christmas eve with hailey, then later with olga.
looks like things are fallin in place, feels like they're falling apart. this is what you don't say what you want so bad to say.
oh yeah, aeropostale. sara. haha. waffle house on Christmas day. teresa. NEA tournament. shopping all day with james. 'no sarah, i don't think you wanna go in that store'
she's gotta do what she's gotta do
Going to gym and leaving to go to corky's with dad. going with mom to get james. WOA. crying when my stupid car died and standing in the rain in the mall parking lot. ms renshaw. new years with rhonda. im sorry woody. dead end!!
sweeny todd with ashley and olga. slav's turkey. telling olga goodbye. two significant phone conversations in haileys basement....
....somethings in the air tonight. i found myself in a bitter fight when i felt your hard through the darkest night.....
crying. looking forward to the future.
....so i packed my car and i headed east where i felt you fire and sweet release. i cannot wait another year.....
This semester I am going to let go and let myself really enjoy it. There's nothing left to choose, there's nothing left to lose....from hobart street to here in nashville...as jct once told me, we only get four years of college so you've really just gotta soak it all in and enjoy it.
i'm off of the floor, one more time to find you...push the pedal down, watch the world around fly by us....there's nothing left to lose
Haha, oh yes, as cheesy as it has become, last night I reconciled with woody, texted jct as i told him goodbye, and of course got in my car to hear how to save a life. I hate that stupid song.
I hope West End United Methodist approves of me.....oh glory...
Here we go!!!!!!!!!!!