Fuck Life i don't give a fuck anymore!
hey so how is everyone doing? hopefully better than me...yeah my life suxs right now...well lets see where to begin...
Ok well yeah my week was goin awesome and everything i have been talkin to krystal and everything....yeah i loved it until yesterday when Erik decided he wanted to stop talkin to me...for some reason he just won't talk to me...and i really really like him i have liked him for a long ass time...ya know when you have that like next door neighbor type friendship with a guy and like you find out after like 3 years that you really like them and you feel like you need to be with them and you just can't stop thinking about them..and you realize that they are perfect for you...yeah well that is how it is with erik and me but yeah yesterday he just up and decided that he wanted to stop talkin to me..like i wanted to tell him my feelings yesterday and i was going to but yeah he wouln'dt talk to me he just walked away and told me not to talk to him so then i tried calling him yesterday...and he got on the phone and i was like are you mad at me and he was like DON'T TALK TO ME I HATE YOU AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN then click he hung up on me....so then i wrote him a letter and figured i could tell him through that but today i tried to give it to him and he wouldn't take it so i threw it at him and was like SCREW YOU and left so i turned around and he picked the letter up and went into the bathroom..i don't know what to do about it i just can't stop thinking about him i totally bomb a quiz today in english bcuz i just was thinking about what i could of done to make him so mad...and i just can't stop thinking about him period...i like him so much...and its not like i don't know him and its just a crush i know him inside and out and he knows the same about me...just grr..
Then today i was walking throught hte foyer and all of a sudden Brett Wiggers was like TERINS A STUPID SLUT!! i did not say anything to the kid or do anything to him...so i went and told Mrs Whiteman cuz this isn't the frist time i mean i could see if i had like did something to him or called him an ass hole or somethimg but i didnt'
Then bowling suxed today vicki beat me i coulnd't concentrate bcuz of erik and bcuz i am just sick of ppl today its none of my friends or anything its just i odn't know anymore...i am just so confused
THEN JUST HTE THING I NEED MY PARENTS ARE TALKIN ABOUT MOVING...TO THE U.P. I WAS LIKE FUCK NO IF WE MOVE I AM RUNNING AWAY...I JUST DON'T KNWO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE....
I don't know what i would do if i didn't have MY HEATHER...i think i would just kill myself...i know you gusy think that this is dumb and i should just get over it but you guys haveno clue how much i love it here in fremont and how much i think i love erik not like high school love but love lvoe well i am gonna go so buh bye
Love Ya
Terin
Ok well yeah my week was goin awesome and everything i have been talkin to krystal and everything....yeah i loved it until yesterday when Erik decided he wanted to stop talkin to me...for some reason he just won't talk to me...and i really really like him i have liked him for a long ass time...ya know when you have that like next door neighbor type friendship with a guy and like you find out after like 3 years that you really like them and you feel like you need to be with them and you just can't stop thinking about them..and you realize that they are perfect for you...yeah well that is how it is with erik and me but yeah yesterday he just up and decided that he wanted to stop talkin to me..like i wanted to tell him my feelings yesterday and i was going to but yeah he wouln'dt talk to me he just walked away and told me not to talk to him so then i tried calling him yesterday...and he got on the phone and i was like are you mad at me and he was like DON'T TALK TO ME I HATE YOU AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN then click he hung up on me....so then i wrote him a letter and figured i could tell him through that but today i tried to give it to him and he wouldn't take it so i threw it at him and was like SCREW YOU and left so i turned around and he picked the letter up and went into the bathroom..i don't know what to do about it i just can't stop thinking about him i totally bomb a quiz today in english bcuz i just was thinking about what i could of done to make him so mad...and i just can't stop thinking about him period...i like him so much...and its not like i don't know him and its just a crush i know him inside and out and he knows the same about me...just grr..
Then today i was walking throught hte foyer and all of a sudden Brett Wiggers was like TERINS A STUPID SLUT!! i did not say anything to the kid or do anything to him...so i went and told Mrs Whiteman cuz this isn't the frist time i mean i could see if i had like did something to him or called him an ass hole or somethimg but i didnt'
Then bowling suxed today vicki beat me i coulnd't concentrate bcuz of erik and bcuz i am just sick of ppl today its none of my friends or anything its just i odn't know anymore...i am just so confused
THEN JUST HTE THING I NEED MY PARENTS ARE TALKIN ABOUT MOVING...TO THE U.P. I WAS LIKE FUCK NO IF WE MOVE I AM RUNNING AWAY...I JUST DON'T KNWO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE....
I don't know what i would do if i didn't have MY HEATHER...i think i would just kill myself...i know you gusy think that this is dumb and i should just get over it but you guys haveno clue how much i love it here in fremont and how much i think i love erik not like high school love but love lvoe well i am gonna go so buh bye
Love Ya
Terin