my future doesn't look as bright as i thought it'd be

[remyzero]

sigur ros: track one

[insert confusion+desperation+lonliness+selfishness+questions+memories]

red couch flames burn
i lift off and settle over to the corner
blinds to the right head turns
orange comes through
rays scatter and ends

why cry when you're just going to smile again?

->been running a lot these past few months.
i don't know where i am anymore.
i've slipped.
i'll stop.
pick myself up...move on->

you sigh a lot