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I don't think I've ever felt so completely broken before. My best friend for the majority of my life is now gone. And I know he's in a better place, but I just miss him terribly.
He was the most amazing thing in my life. Always there. Always adorable. He used to climb his pen and roam around the neighborhood because he loved the run down the hill. I miss rolling around in the leaves with him and getting crazy dirty. I miss how he always wanted to lay on the porch after a walk and how I never felt like I could keep up with him. And when he sneezed he sounded like a horse. It was the best sound I've ever heard. I miss his doggie kisses and the way he'd nuzzle my chin. Or when I'd buy him a new toy and stick it in my mouth and have him try to take it away. Oh what a clever and amazing little guy he was. He dug the best holes and always laid in the flowerbeds. I remember when my dad brought him home - in a pasteboard box in the floor of his blue monte carlo. That was the absolute happiest day of my life. And instantly we all thought to name him Gizmo cause he looked like a gremlin. I loved when he'd sit with his chest out and howllll with all the other dogs. He absolutely loved doggie yogurt treats - as did I.. we'd share them. He was the best comfort in the world. And I stayed with him til he passed. I wanted him to feel like he was loved more than anything in the world - because he was and still is. There's this huge gaping hole in my heart that will never be filled by anything else.
Gizmo, my babydog, I love you more than life and I know you're in a better place and that you're looking down on me wishing I'd stop crying, but I just can't. I need your kisses and your cuddles more than ever ♥
He was the most amazing thing in my life. Always there. Always adorable. He used to climb his pen and roam around the neighborhood because he loved the run down the hill. I miss rolling around in the leaves with him and getting crazy dirty. I miss how he always wanted to lay on the porch after a walk and how I never felt like I could keep up with him. And when he sneezed he sounded like a horse. It was the best sound I've ever heard. I miss his doggie kisses and the way he'd nuzzle my chin. Or when I'd buy him a new toy and stick it in my mouth and have him try to take it away. Oh what a clever and amazing little guy he was. He dug the best holes and always laid in the flowerbeds. I remember when my dad brought him home - in a pasteboard box in the floor of his blue monte carlo. That was the absolute happiest day of my life. And instantly we all thought to name him Gizmo cause he looked like a gremlin. I loved when he'd sit with his chest out and howllll with all the other dogs. He absolutely loved doggie yogurt treats - as did I.. we'd share them. He was the best comfort in the world. And I stayed with him til he passed. I wanted him to feel like he was loved more than anything in the world - because he was and still is. There's this huge gaping hole in my heart that will never be filled by anything else.
Gizmo, my babydog, I love you more than life and I know you're in a better place and that you're looking down on me wishing I'd stop crying, but I just can't. I need your kisses and your cuddles more than ever ♥