crap.

[remynisce]

I'm feeling pretty stressed right now.

At first I felt sort of disappointed that I didn't have enough money to buy myself a pair of shoes. I don't mean some nice fancy pair I saw on Anthropologie, I mean some random pair of sneakers from payless. Right now my least worn-out pair is the converses I bought freshman year of highschool...yep.

Then my two best friends who I was planning on living with next year decided they didn't want to live together, let alone be friends.

Then my mom calls me and tells me that they got a cut in my dad's paycheck and it's going to stay cut until June and if the company can't make a sale by then then they're going to shut down the company and my dad won't have a job. And even if that doesn't happen we'll probably have to move and make some very significant financial changes...which means I have no idea what's going to happen here at school. I don't know if I'll be able to live here over the summer, or even pay for school later.

I really really need to get a job but I have no idea where to look.

So...yeah.