May 14, 2006 12:33
Well this marks Day one of the last 3 days I'll be spending in the house I grew up in. For those of you who don't know, I'm moving in with Lisa and Elliott Gibbbbbbbs. And it's a little harsh leaving this house. It's been 15 years and I've never known another house. Packing up all my pictures I saw 1st grade through 12th grade and some years before and after. It was rough putting these things in Boxes because it was like I was closing the lid on events that made me who I am. And I've no where to store them in my new house, so they'll remain closed up. I also found cards from 1st grade when I broke my arm and the kids in my class all drew Get Well Soon cards for me. It's hard for me to forget these things that are dear to me, but I've got to put them all behind me. I won't forget them, but I can't just have them out in the open and live in the past. I've got to start a new life, and that scares the shit out of me. It'll be all new friends, new worlds, new adventures, the story isn't over.
Also, I dont recommed packing up your belongings to Pictures of You by The Cure because you won't accomplish much what with all the tears and sobbing. I plan to be out of this house by Tuesday. I've packed up so much and already moved all but my bed and furniture over to the new House (which I'm going to call House of Tomorrow or Minas Cherith Cutestory). Everyone is invited everyday to the house (Lisa and Elliott already agreed) and just call me and visit sometime. 704-3322.
evanescence,
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